PLEASE READ!!! Y’all I never thought I would do this but I need help/advice
So if you read My Life With 6 Older Brothers or whatever the title is, you would see that I posted an update in like December.
In the update is me saying I have a girlfriend. Well, what I didn’t tell you was there was some things I was hiding. I felt like I was the one always starting conversations and I’m usually the one with all the problems and I felt like my girlfriend didn’t care, so ngl I know it’s bad but sometimes I would fake stupid scenarios just so I could have a chance to get them to talk to me.
One incident kinda pushed them away from me and we are currently on a break. My friend thinks it’s a breakup but the difference between a break and a breakup (according to Google) is a break means you guys want to get back together eventually, you just can’t at the moment, and a breakup means you’re done for good.
The thing is, I don’t know if I want to get back together with them because I feel like they’re just going to keep treating me the same way. But every time I’m at school and I look at them I just get sad because of all the stuff I miss doing with them. And I have so many pictures and videos I made for them in my camera and it’s bad.
But they also made me happy, they still do. That’s my predicament. I asked one of my best friends what I should do and they said give it time. And the thing is Sydney (girlfriend?) asked for space and I’m trying to give it to them but they keep coming back because every time I try and hang out with Kenna (best friend) Sydney is right there.
So idk what I should do. What are your guys take on this? I really need help so if you guys can answer this that would be greatly appreciated. Thanks ❤️
