@winterintrovert5 If you're feeling lonely and have no one to turn to, just run to me anytime. I'm not good at giving advice to others, but I can listen, and I never leave, even after many years, even when we stop interacting. On the day you feel you have nowhere to go, you can just come to me, and I'll quietly listen that's the only thing I can offer.
As for writing, who am I to give you advice? But I would say, if you find any single genuine person, just keep writing for them and for yourself. You see, there's my favourite book, and there's a line I love a lot " one person is enough." Remember this always. If you're not a ruined person like me, who can't even trust genuineness, this line is something you need to hold. It's hard, but as far as I have known you, a little, I believe you can do it. Writing should feel fun, not pressured.