I'm sorry for venting here..
Well I'm like really tired of acting now days whenever I wake up I just smile and walk to school act like everything is fine and then all of a sudden there's always a person that hurts you, I literally protect everyone and then everyone I protect push me away and act like they don't know me and I always burst into tears whenever I'm the bathroom stalls. And it repeats again and again.
It's like I die ever time. I wanna die