Ethan Winters

It's so funny how I haven't posted anything here in almost three years, and everything posted was cringy fanfics. Currently in the works is an original story, finally something with 18+ mature topics and scenes because it's the only thing I read so.
          To anyone who's interested, be on the lookout for whatever it's gonna be called cause i still don't know lol

What's up guys! 
          So, just wanted to let y'all know that I published the first two parts of my Ethan Nestor/CrankGameplays x reader book! I'm very excited about this book because I have a lot planned out for it, and I hope you guys enjoy it as well!
          -Ethan

y'all- i just got super excited.
          s o
          i posted a Sanders Sides short story on AO3 and in a week it got so many reads and shit and like im not used to that ? like hello people? welcome? idfk im weird
          anyway yeah i love it
          i also fixed my old quotev account

GUYS WHY IS THE HAMILTON FILM SO GOOD LIKE- IM CRYING???

What about a Detroit: Become Human book? Or one shots? Idk. I've been getting back into that recently.

Good to say, after a couple weeks of being depressed as feck, I feel better. (: It shouldn't be too long before I post another story of sorts. Hopefully it'll be on the more happy side. Mayhaps. Probably not.
          I'm good at writing angst so uh.. Yeah (:

i cant help but feel like ive done something wrong. i didnt expect that to happen, and it hurt, real bad, even tho i know it probably wasnt meant to make me feel that bad

well im super happy now uvu

Another Little Rant of Mine:
          Feel free to go off on me if you think I'm just /begging/ for attention or it's "not the time". 
          
          
          
          i give up on trying to keep my friends :) whats the use if no one responds? I've been trying for a few days to try and talk to my friends but none of them replied. So what's new? They've been doing that ever since Quarantine started back in late March/early April. It's like I don't fucking exist to them anymore. That hurts, a lot. They're basically the only people I have in real life. My parents are never home, and when they are we don't do anything together besides going to the store (when they actually wake me up and take me with them). So yeah, my real life friends are basically all I have.
          I'm so fucking tired of being invisible! Why can't they see that I'm sitting in my room at 2 AM CRYING OVER THEM?? Thinking I'm NOT GOOD ENOUGH for them? Thinking THEY HATE ME or THEY'RE GETTING BORED OF ME JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES??? Why can't they see that?
          They know how my mind works, they know how much this hurts me, so why are they doing it?
          Do they really not care about me?
          I dunno, it's just hard on me.
          Also, since I am now a depressed bean (but what's new), all of my stories I'm planning on posting (which is actually like 4 or 5 that I have ideas for) are all gonna be depressing as shite. 
          Welp, time to go uh- cry some more :3
          -eli

gotta love feeling like ive fucked everything up even though ive done nothing.
          
          i have a short story planned to be released later today. ill get it up as soon as possible.
          -elijah