𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮

NOTICE! ❤️ (pt. 2)
          
          even when i am still in the process of healing, in this span of time where i’d be taking a short break, it’s where i’ll be searching for my writer self again so that i’ll be able to produce better stories for my beloved readers whom have been the roots of my strength right here when it comes to writing.  
          
          just so you know, i’ve been thinking about this quite a lot.. but most importantly, i needed to let you know that i love all of you so much. so so much. i probably just can’t thank you enough, but THANK YOU so much for always supporting me nonetheless, and for always being my anchor. i wouldn’t have reached here it weren’t for all of you, and you mean so much to me, my
          precious sweethearts. really. to my friends here as well, i miss you. and i love you. i’m so sorry because i was unable to reach to you, but i hope you know that i still love you lots.
          
          and again, this isn’t the end, but it’s only the beginning of me trying to start fresh by taking some time for myself to recover in writing! i’m sorry again, but i hope you’d understand, loves. though, i’d still continue writing in the search of me as a writer self again, like i could be writing short excerpts, full-length stories or poetry, anything that could help me to become a better version of myself when it comes to writing.
          
          oh and especially my self love book! it’s for everyone to read, and i’d absolutely continue writing it in hope that you could find yourself again. to heal. to recover. to love yourself for who you are. <3
          
          lastly my dear lovelies, please remember to take a good care of yourselves. do not skip meals, drink a lot of water and be happy, alright? thank you so much,, i love you lots, lots and lots. you are so loved, and you matter. ❤️
          
          love lots, ellyn.

NOTICE! ❤️ (pt. 1)
          
          hello, it’s ellyn here. <3 been SUPER long since i actually came here,  and i hope that all of you are doing well at the moment as you are reading this. first of all, i’d like to apologize once again to those who have been waiting for like AGES for an update from me. i’m so sorry, i’m sincerely sorry,, i’m sorry for not updating at all for like months, i’m sorry for keeping some of you waiting, i’m sorry for not being able to reply to any comments or your sweet messages, i’m sorry for always giving excuses, i’m just.. really really sorry for everything. 
          
          since my time is becoming very packed these days that i literally couldn’t find the right time to actually write or continue my stories, i’ve finally decided to take a break. just a temporary one. like sure i had been on a hiatus for a veryy long time because of so many reasons, but this time around, it’s going to be a time where i’d be taking a short break from writing. but pleasee do take note that this does NOT mean that i’m totally quitting, nono darlings not at all, i’ve just made a decision to stop continuing to write my stories for a moment, and i’ll try my best to continue it when i’ve finally found myself again right on track on my journey as a writer here. 
          
          writing has always been my passion and it will always be, but it’s just that.. since i do not want to disappoint or leave anyone clueless about this matter, i felt like it’s the best for me to tell you guys this, for me to take a break and continue when it’s the right time again. i know that i kept on saying that i’ve been super busy that i was unable to continue writing, and last time when i actually had the time to write, i was then struggling on the path of loving myself, so things had been pretty unbalanced which have led me to come to this conclusion.

Hey! Just wanted to drop by and see how you are doing?? I hope you are having a lovely day or night, wherever you may be! Lots of love!! <3

hi lovelies, i’m so sorry for being inactive for awhile here. i really needed time to balance everything back, because well, my mind had been very chaotic lately. feeling pressured and lost, in between okay and not okay — but it’s alright, i’m doing fine <3 i hope you guys are doing fine too, remember to take a good care of yourselves and not to skip meals sweets <333 thank you to those who left me some sweet messages, i’ll reply to them really soon and your adorable comments as well. love you ❤️
          
          love lots, ellyn.

SO BASICALLY I JUST SAW THAT YOURE FOLLOWING ME OOI YOH CUTE ASS SKKS I HOPE YOu'd HAVE A NICE DAY AND THAT YOURE POSITUVE ILY

ELLYN OH MY GOSH. 
          
          okay first of all. who are you? an angel? a fairy? a pure goodness? happiness? you must be all of that because you bring all the light not just to me but the people around. i know we dont talk that much, i wish we do and maybe thatll change in the future but i wanted you to know that you're just so amazing. so kind heartead and please dont ever change. your outlook on life, on people in general is just a mirror of your personality, meaning that you're so selfless. you're always watching at others, making sure they're okay and im here to tell you and to remind you that you need to take care of yourself too. im not there to do it for you sadly, so please please pleas, i must protect you somehow. i must protect your warm heart so that the world doesnt hurt it. im so so glad i came across someone like you, thank you for everything, from the bottom of my heart. ily ily ily ♥

EL I'M EXACTLY THE SAME OMG I'M USELESS AT RESPONDING TO MB POSTS HAHAHAHA I TAKE 12 YEARS IN AZKABAN TO EVEN SIT DOWN TO RESPOND SOB
          
          sdklfjhsdlkfjsh DONT BE A MESS ALKJFHS i'm here if you ever need someone to vent to okay hun? ily and i don't want you to deal with stress alone ack
          
          I've been doing well! I just got a job lakjfhsdf so i'm nervous but so so excited asa;fjs

uwuwuwuuw EL YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS OMG I'M SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG FOR ME TO REPLY I'M SO USELESS AT MAINTAINING MY MB HAHAHA
          
          I hope you've had the best festive season uwu and omg thank you for adding my books to your reading lists you make me so so soft i can't even. 
          
          How are you though angel?

YOUR PFP ANS ENTIRE THEME IS SO CUTE
          But HAPPY NEW YEAR SWEETS

also, i'm glad you're dedicating some time to yourself. all the trials we encounter only help us achieve new heights, new perspectives and new experiences. with every new experience you are richer in both mind and heart. you grow as a person. and everything does start from us, after all. so, ellyn, i really do hope you are being kind to yourself and keeping yourself happy and healthy. i hope nothing too serious is bothering you? either way, best wishes from me. i know you can do whatever you put your sweet and smart mind to <3