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I need dopemine as it seems.... By the way, should I work on the e-mail? Yeah, it'll probably do me better. WhaT i am thinking now? Responding to every lights that seems to glamor on my screen. I should describe her protrait. Also I need to edit the Miraculously Fond. Haah!... I am done.I don't know what to do? I am have ot complete laundry of the day and dishes but I am not interested. I have low dopmine. And high seretonin. No one will scold me if I didn't. Am I exhausted? I just read what i've wrote so far and it seem I am exhausted or a secret hendonist. Haha what a rubbish joke but I really fear it tho. I am an egoisitic human. Should I work on that? I have some human important to me but I make them feel awful at times. I am bored from ? Could be, cause humans have tendency to get bored in anything. And it's okay you can't always behave like a Twelve year old... Ya! why life has to be so borinig with everything, huh!? Even cocakine and heroin ( drugs ) become borning after some time and lot of intake... If life was to make you suffer by making you bore then we should have been evolved to never felt that emotions right?... See if being bore is natural and can't be changed by any means except by being more bore then we should have excepted it genetically. no? Whtever man, life bores... ( in case if I post it and you are reading it, just think it was never written to be seen, but as someone is pretty a big fan of negativity and chaos and find them comforting..... forget it.)