malicesoup

thank you for being alive at the same time as me. i appreciate you so much. thank you for surviving your worst days. your existence is so important. your feelings are valid. you deserve kindness from yourself and others. don't ever forget how strong you have been and that you are deserving of love and happiness. thank you for holding on. thank you for still being here.

witcharts

@the-cursed-idiot
            I like you. You're cute ♡
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malicesoup

you can save yourself, but only if you see yourself as someone as deserving of the same love, effort and kindness that you give to others. it is hard work, but it will pay off.

witcharts

@the-cursed-idiot 
            There is a story in my english text book where a boy has a childhood fear of water. As he grows into his teens, he decides his fear is too old to still be vaild. So he takes a leap towards bravery and makes way to a small swimming pool. There, a kid comes, who is double the child's size and quite bulky. The kid, had a habit of fooling around, so he threw the boy into the water.
            
            The boy thinks its alright at first. He plans that when his feet touch the bottom, he will use his legs to push himself back up. The first time its of no use, the second time his strength gave up on him. And he starts falling unconcious. And as he is about to faint he says to himself "the water isnt so bad. Look at how quiet it is. Look at how its seizing my terror into its arms. Arms warmer than my mothers" 
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witcharts

@the-cursed-idiot 
            I stopped looking at the surface for a helping hand long ago. Now all i look at is the oceans night sky. All the dead souls here roam quietly, engulf you in silent hugs, and sing sweet lullaby's to make you feel at home. Im not used to light. And i dont want be either. The future can hold whatever it wishes.
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malicesoup

@LLpathy what if the future holds something better than you've dared to imagine? what if the current you has untapped potential that you've yet to unleash?
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malicesoup

it's nice to visit the places that helped you grow :, (

malicesoup

I wish she left her books published. she honestly writes so well
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malicesoup

don't let the nostalgia get too strong. it's all like medusa. you get harmed the more you indulge in it ): sometimes we have to let go of the old and raw that holds us back. although it's not easy
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