APOLLO ₆⁶₆

— ( 私の愛 ) ; 051520!
          hi sweetpea — i’m so
          so so so so sorry that
          i couldn’t be on i was
          really sick so i took a
          nap and the nap took
          up the whole day and
          i’m so sorry about it.
          i hope there’s possibly
          something that can up
          for me being gone but
          for now, here’s a para
          for you. since the day
          i met you, i knew that
          you’d mean alot to me,
          then flash forward to the
          first pet name you gave
          me, “precious” and i stuck
          you with “sweetpea”, you
          were one of my favorite
          friends i had but then i
          realized it was different
          when i didn’t like seeing
          you with our ex and corbyn,
          i knew it was wrong to feel
          that way but i thought that
          maybe they made me think
          they were suspicious. that
          was definitely stupid of me,
          and to realize so late that i
          was just jealous of them took
          a turn, i remember when you
          came back and you said that
          you missed me, my stomach
          felt all fluttery .. then you asked
          me to be yours on valentine’s
          day and my whole perspective
          on the ‘stupid holiday’ changed.
          i know this is extremely ugly and
          i’ll rewrite it soon once i’m not
          sick, amor mio— oh ti amo <3
          

— ( スイートピー ) ; 042420!
          good afternoon,, i had to stay
          up to do finish homework &&.
          i finally woke up like an hour
          ago. butttt  i  still  wanted  to
          make this to let you know how
          happy you make me. valentine’s
          day used to be my least favorite
          holiday but that changed ever
          since 2.14.20.. you have no idea
          how much i cared for you, apollo.
          and to see you date my ex &&.
          then corbyn felt weird, it took
          me so long to realize why i felt
          this  way  but  once  you  came
          back, it suddenly all clicked in
          my mind like a complete puzzle.
          apollo, you are my other half,
          you make me want to keep going
          even when things are tough. i
          know sometimes i can be too
          stubborn &&. quite annoying
          but i appreciate you for sticking
          around through disappearances
          that happen every now and then.
          the past three years have been so
          tough but you’ve stayed by my
          side even if it was as a friend for
          the first two. you have been
          sweetpea for like three years but
          now it’s MY sweetpea. you are
          my soulmate, for sure.

mines. ):<

♡‧₊˚  ↱ HIS “PRECIOUS”’ES THREAD ! ᵕ̈

come back rn ! )):<

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