I don't know how far you'll read -or if you'll read at all for that matter- but if you do read and I misunderstood, can you explain the theory in your bio.
I love your bio and it makes so much sense, but there are some pot holes in that theory. And if it is true there are some plot holes in the lyrics.
I think Fake Love is about trying to change yourself for someone else, but because you're faking, their love for you isn't real and your love for them isn't real. ("Love you so bad" <-you think you love them so you try to be who they want you to be "Mold a pretty lie for you")
"I grew a flower that can't be bloomed in a dream that can't come true."
The flower (love) won't bloom, because it is in a dream (who you are pretending to be) that won't come true (you can't truly be the personality you formed, it isn't you). So you are tired of pretending.
