@withreader oh, thank goddess I was wondering if you were alright and was just about to message you. You can talk to me about it if you want to! But even though I don't know what's wrong, I'll say you are sooo brave, sooo gorgeous and so strong, it's only a matter of time, nothing is permanent, not grief, not depression, not happiness. There's no stability in life and it's okay, we all are just like periodic elements looking for electrons, or figuring out to get rid of them, but along the way we meet people, some we already knew, some we become familiar with and we share all those electrons with them. You'll be fine, stay strong. ❤️