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haven’t been on in a while but i might delete all my stories.. everytime i look back at them i cant help but cringe
          i’ve gotten a lot better at writing and making stories actually make sense so everytime i go back and look though my oneshot book end up hating it lol
          if anyone wants me to keep it up i will, but i’m planing on going through and rewriting all of my oneshots (i’ve already rewritten a few of them) and making a new one shot book thing. 

Are you okay?

Anyone wanna give me ideas for a new oneshot??
          
          Okay, I know it's been a while but I've been having a not so great time, but! I'm going to try and start writing again for my left book, though I might work on a oneshot first so that i can get back into the groove of writing... i'd recommend not to get your hopes up lol

he’s sending me so many mixed signals
          like,, i can’t tell if he just wants to fuck, if he wants to make something between us, or if he wants to leave shit in the past because it doesn’t seem like he can make up his goddamn mind
          
          i am having trouble. and i can’t decide if i actually want to try anything with him, bc i don’t just want him to fuck me and then be done yaknow... DECISIONS DECISIONS.

What happened to your announcement? I was going to reply to you and now I don’t remember the details :/

i’m so tired but i can’t sleep 
          i have school in less than three hours. fuck this. 

IM OKAY THOUGH!

i just got in a car crash :)

i’m learning to ride a skateboard and it’s really fun, i’ve fallen a few times though and i don’t have the proper protection, so everytime i fall, it hurts like a bitch and leaves me bloody everytime i get on. but i still find it really fun. 
          i need to get a job and shit so that i can get the stuff i need, but the place i was going to start working at, i can no longer, so i don’t really know what to do anymore. 
          kinda sucks but i have money saved up so it’s okay, i’m doin good. which is also bc i’ve been eating less and less, but that’s okay, i don’t really do it on purpose. 

okay so last night i did a stupid, and it’s not like awful or anything, all i did was tell my fp that i like them. 
          i just feel so embarrassed now :/
          he’s a good guy though, so i knew he wouldn’t be wouldn’t be shitty about it or anything. and i know he’s not gunna let it bother him
          but.. i overthink a lot; telling him scared the shit outta me to do, and i wasn’t going to, but he kinda pieced things together. idk what to do abt it because i know he doesn’t like me, and i know that it’s not gunna happen. but it just scared me to know that he knows because it could mess with our friendship yaknow? i don’t want that.
          
          also sorry for how much i’ve been making “announcements”, i’ve got no other place to say this stuff other than in my notes. and sorry if this doesn’t make that much sense, my heads all over the place.