Sunshine

heyy guys! I'm getting my fifth tattoo today and I won't upload for a good week I think..I'm sorry. We still have Luna/Lisanne don't know when she's uploading haha but I just wanna say I won't. <3 Natii/Sun

Okay so I'm stopping with writing TMFS and let @wolfofbakerstreet finish it. It's not going well enough with me to write so I'm sorry. 

@heffronbabe lol @wolfofbakerstreet sorry /..\

Sorry me and @thewolfofbakerstreet aren't uploading THAT much these past days were just busy. Me with my family, and she has work and a life besides wattpad as well haha we will still update everyday tho!

@wolfofbakerstreet love you sissy 

You know, I want to say that I'm not as strong as I think I am.
          In the book I'm Sun, a strong girl. A bad girl haha.
          Sometimes I feel like that as well, yet did you all know I used to be suicidal? I used to cut. I used to have so many problems.
          Sometimes I feel broken and I actually look back at those times. 
          Sometimes I wanted to break my razors and even take out a blade just to start over again..
          I'm not okay. I'm not fine good or whatever. I'm still trying. 
          And I'm glad I make progress. 
          Sometimes I slip back in the dark yes. But I survive I won't touch a blade or hurt my skin. 
          I try to love myself. It's hard but I can either try everyday then give up. 
          -Natasja aka heffronbabe
          
          Ps don't feel bad if you ever want to come to me with questions or anything 

Okay so we just noticed me and Lisanne that our book TMFS that we started yesterday already had over 100 reads! Thank you all so much! We're actually going insane!