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i love my room, idc. its the only place where i feel like me, or feel ethereal, or in some other place, i wish i could be. sitting in the dark, with my lava lamp on, a candle lit, along with some refreshing breeze from my open window.. and to top it all off, music. music really is my whole entire life, my aesthetic, my everything, my mf best friend that will never switch up on me or ever make plans without inviting me *CoUgh* and all versions of music too; slowed, vaporwave, bathroom effect, lofi hip hop, "...playing in another room/shopping mall" they really do be my shit, calming my anxiety and such.