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an update for this account: i still browse through this account and use it for the drafts of books i have on here, though i am more active on @cehryl only because my marvel/spider-man fanfic(s) and due to the fact that i am slowly putting my original works into that account at a slow but gradual process. so, this account is somewhat active still, but my other account tagged above is more active.
plus, i haven’t been on here as much and i apologise for the almost non-existent updating but i have been in a writers block and i am wanting to take care of my self and stay away from social media as possible for my mental health. xx
for those who will watch endgame like they did with any other marvel movie, realise this: almost everyone will be able to watch the movie(s) in cinema more than once, BUT there are people who actually wait for the movie to be released out of the cinema. meaning: don’t be a dick and post spoilers because you’re gonna get a can of whoop ass from a lot of people! even with a spoiler disclaimer...just don’t even post anything that you know will spoil the movie.
its saddening to know that my family think the lgbtq+ community are confused people (besides gay people, they’re not so nasty about them) and as someone who is demiromantic asexual, they continuously shame me and say things like: “when you’re twenty one, i bet you’re gonna fall in love. that’s a lucky number!” or, “you once said you like girls, so you’re a lesbian.” or even, “sex is a normal thing” and things like; “you’re not normal remember.”
wanna know a sadder thing? not only do my parents and brothers and who they hang out with think like that, and think the horrible slurs are okay to say, but my little niece who turned eight recently thinks the same. i try and enlighten them that the things they say aren’t okay, and they always come back with saying: “back when i was younger, we could say that and no one would be a prude or pussy about it. this generation are weaklings.” — i just hope. . .one day, they come to the realisation that their words aren’t the nicest and that they’re very damaging.
and to clarify with what i said in the point of, “you once said you like girls, so you’re a lesbian,” i was figuring out my sexuality under peer pressure and, as i do sometimes feel romantic towards people, i have semi-liked a girl before and shared it with my family who took it as a very, highly sexual thing when it wasn’t that — they’re twisted my words and. . . idk. it’s upsetting and it’s everything negative in the way of feeling like crap.
i’m still angry with jughead being written as straight instead of being aroace like he is in the comics (more than bloody one issue) but can riverfail stop making musical episodes???? this isn’t glee or high school musical.
going out for dinner because it’s my nieces birthday, let’s hope i don’t get sick like last time!!
published a new chapter of hollow humanity!!
what’s this coin thing on here about how i can apparently can help writers with my writing?
i feel like a proud mum with how much zendaya is blossoming in the acting world AND the fashion industry!
yesterday i went to a family reunion thing, and seeing that one person i really hate in the family didn’t make any better. plus, i couldn’t go on my phone because my mother wanted me to socialise — and that didn’t help my anxiety. *sighs*