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fucking kill me please. im tired and done. i cant go to sleep cause just my thoughts are getting in the way. and also the fact that I cant stop thinking about my dad. and he isn't the best person.
like how he tells me how I cant be a fragile little flower that crumbles at the simplest things.
and also the fact that I also cant sleep cause im thinking about my freshman year (im junior) and with how 2 boys sexually harrassed me and one of my friends for multiple months.
im tired. physically, emotionally, mentally. also the fact that my therapist is about to change for the 5th time in the past 4 years really doesn't help at all.
and the fact that I was just diagnosed with epilepsy. im just tired. i hate it. and I don't feel like myself. i haven't for a while. i don't know why im posting this I just guess I want to, to show that you arent alone if you are feeling the same way. even if you feel like the only one dealing with this believe me there is always at least one other person dealing with it to. i hope yall have a good day/night.