wolfstar_flowers

i HATE toxic angst!!!!
          	
          	like the angst where the character thinks it’s unrequited love and solvable fights are great.
          	but not the ones where it keeps going on and on and the characters seem like they’re only together bc it’s the main ship
          	hence why i cant bring myself to finish ‘atyd’ or ‘it was all just a game’
          	
          	like ‘do it all over again’ had misunderstandings and seeming unrequited love but it was wholesome and amazing
          	
          	and ‘eclipse’ started off really depressing but their relationship was about getting to know each other more and it was very filling and satisfactory
          	
          	but then ‘it was all just a game’ was about tricking someone into dating them AND I HATE THAT plus it was so toxic throughout the fic and just depressing
          	
          	and i don’t even remember atyd it’s just blocked from my memory at this point-
          	
          	(also ‘it was all just a game’ and atyd are amazingly well written i just don’t like tons of angst)

wolfstar_flowers

i HATE toxic angst!!!!
          
          like the angst where the character thinks it’s unrequited love and solvable fights are great.
          but not the ones where it keeps going on and on and the characters seem like they’re only together bc it’s the main ship
          hence why i cant bring myself to finish ‘atyd’ or ‘it was all just a game’
          
          like ‘do it all over again’ had misunderstandings and seeming unrequited love but it was wholesome and amazing
          
          and ‘eclipse’ started off really depressing but their relationship was about getting to know each other more and it was very filling and satisfactory
          
          but then ‘it was all just a game’ was about tricking someone into dating them AND I HATE THAT plus it was so toxic throughout the fic and just depressing
          
          and i don’t even remember atyd it’s just blocked from my memory at this point-
          
          (also ‘it was all just a game’ and atyd are amazingly well written i just don’t like tons of angst)

wolfstar_flowers

i don’t think i’m capable of having lasting friendships.

wolfstar_flowers

@maven_thi_dragon holy fck that was phrased so beautifully. ily. i really needed this. i don’t even have words for how this made me feel. thank you infinitely <33
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MaryMemories

@wolfstar_flowers  you can, but you need to heal first take some time off, find yourself and embraze it if anything hurts you try to find the reason, even the slightest things have a reason, i easily get jealous because ive lost so many people because they were with other people, i kinda decided to start any relationship opening up once i kinda trusted them. i told them i was broken by so many people and studied their reactions. some of them left, others become over protective but the best ones, the ones im lasting most with are the ones that treat me like a normal human, like nothing is wrong with me, like they care, and when i fall down they notice and try to bring me back up, give me space but make me know that they are there. they make sure im kinda ok, if i ever stop talking they try to start a conversation, if i go away from the group they bring me back in. because theve also been there, they have fallen down, so have i. so i bring them up and they bring me up in some kind of magical dance ive learned. it was when i realized these people saw me as a human that i started actualy feeling human. 
            
            i don't know you nor your experience but if its anything like me and you have lost yourself, try to find him/her/them/+neopronouns ok? once you know yourself, and i can tell you its hard try to embrace it and them good people will come into your life, and try to heal you, if a glass is broken no matter the glue you use it will still be broken but you can make an artwork from that broken glass. i belive you can do that <3
            
            if your situation aint like this dont really hear, i have no idea of your situation but this is just a random advice from someone who is slowly creating an artwork out of their own crystal pieces. it takes time but its worth it, and sometimes a piece falls down and breaks again, so you have to try and continue, you might loose pieces on the way but there are some people who can give you some of their own pieces and make a complete artwork. <3
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wolfstar_flowers

is it just me or do i start to hate characters as soon as people become creepily obsessed with them??
          like not in the Im NoT LiKe OtHeR GiRLs way but the CONSTANT creepy talking about them?! and most of them (the characters) are minors?!
          
          like peter parker is my favorite character in the mcu bc he’s an awkward gen-z teen who’s a raging nerd and probably has a wicked sense of humor (aka me) 
          
          but if i say that to anyone they immediately think that i have this huge obsession with him and then will start ranting to me about the “godliness” of tom freaking holland. like shore he’s a cool person and all but does he really need to be constantly s*xual!zed by 13-year-old-girls?!
          
          en e ways that concludes todays episode of “Things That Shay Thinks About That Makes Them Seem Calm But Their Mind Is Actually A Whirl of Too Many Thoughts”
          
          huh actually maybe i’ll just call it “Shay’s Too Many Thoughts”

Death-Ghost-Town65

@wolfstar_flowers I’m aware where this comes from since it’s unfortunately true from that but then again, that’s one of those things I’ll never understand between on Internet or real life. Don’t know who’s this Tom guy that’s been mentioned but still agree what you pointed out when it comes as for this unfortunate situation itself.
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