wonderhoyyy000

TW: vent?
          	
          	Hahaheheheha the only thing I can feel now is anger woo!!!!! So nice to cry and scream hysterically as my friend tells me about the infuriating life decisions she makes that could potentially destroy herself for the sake of pleasing people (while muted with camera off ofc)
          	
          	I CAN FEEL THE RAGE FLOWING THROUGH MY VEINS (SOMEONE SAVE ME)
          	
          	Im seriously considering asking my mom for a therapist. Im losing touch with my emotions and myself in general. :3

Mitsuba124

Getting a therapist is not a bad idea, you can crash out Infront of them, yell, scream, cry, let everything out and then talk about your problems from the very start. This actually helped me reduce my anxiety. Also, about your friend, she may want to please others because she feels unimportant or useless or has a really strict family. The best way to fight it ( for me ) is to try and persuade her that she's important and loved. You can achieve that with small compliments. For example "your art is great! I'd love to see more of your drawings" ( sorry if this is not helpful )
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wonderhoyyy000

TW: vent?
          
          Hahaheheheha the only thing I can feel now is anger woo!!!!! So nice to cry and scream hysterically as my friend tells me about the infuriating life decisions she makes that could potentially destroy herself for the sake of pleasing people (while muted with camera off ofc)
          
          I CAN FEEL THE RAGE FLOWING THROUGH MY VEINS (SOMEONE SAVE ME)
          
          Im seriously considering asking my mom for a therapist. Im losing touch with my emotions and myself in general. :3

Mitsuba124

Getting a therapist is not a bad idea, you can crash out Infront of them, yell, scream, cry, let everything out and then talk about your problems from the very start. This actually helped me reduce my anxiety. Also, about your friend, she may want to please others because she feels unimportant or useless or has a really strict family. The best way to fight it ( for me ) is to try and persuade her that she's important and loved. You can achieve that with small compliments. For example "your art is great! I'd love to see more of your drawings" ( sorry if this is not helpful )
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N1kolaisThickThighs

HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAYYY!!!

wonderhoyyy000

@N1kolaisThickThighs it’s ok I told u that like a month ago :3
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N1kolaisThickThighs

Mb bro I swear that I remember u telling us that ur bday is on the 29th but Ijust remembered <\3
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wonderhoyyy000

Hi hello greetings
          
          I AM SEVERELY BORED PLS ENTERTAIN ME D:

Mitsuba124

I'm so glad that you're doing better! Wattpad actually played an important role in my life too. It was my safe place, and it still is. When I'm not doing well, or have a bad day, I come here..  I hope one day wattpad is full of people and new stories again, because why not continue all the good memories we had here?
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wonderhoyyy000

@Mitsuba124 @N1kolaisThickThighs personally Im kinda becoming one of those ppl… for different reasons. I came here to read, started interacting with ppl and it became my whole life. I think I stayed here for the ppl here because I was NOT doing well and I was incredibly lonely. I stopped coming here once I left my toxic friends and found actual friends. So yeah, I am slowly leaving Wattpad, but because I found ppl irl :)
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Mitsuba124

@N1kolaisThickThighs Yeah but I really miss how wattpad used to be.  :(
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wonderhoyyy000

I swear I don’t even know who I am anymore 
          
          Girl? Boy? Introvert? Extrovert? Anxious? Chill? Ugly? Pretty? Hypersensitive?? Apathetic?? Depressed??? Fine????

N1kolaisThickThighs

@wonderhoyyy000 All I know is that you’re cool and funny bro idc about the rest ^^
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wonderhoyyy000

Hello
          
          I have come back to life yet again
          
          It’s getting bad again

N1kolaisThickThighs

@wonderhoyyy000 punch the people who are making it bad again then it’ll all be alright trust
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wonderhoyyy000

this message may be offensive
Vanishes for 1 fucking month then disappears again (I might actually give up on this account)
          
          ANYGAYS cough cough very friendly reminder that my bday is on the 29th this month cough cough

wonderhoyyy000

And yes it is currently almost 3am
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wonderhoyyy000

For the past 2 months
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wonderhoyyy000

Btw living off Tylenol, guilt and pure rage
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