@wonderhoyyy000
I feel weird
Questioning myself yk
I have no reasons to die, but i also have no reasons to live
If i never existed, would things be different?
I personally think it would be a huge weight off of a lot of people’s shoulders.
Should i be happy or crying about uselessly existing?
ANYGAYS! Insomnia is NOT awesome, especially if you’re an overthinker :3
Pov: u isolate urself for the cost of forgetting ur own basic needs.
@coffeeeeechan im already so skinny that my stomach goes in all the time even when im full… my skinniness isnt even healthy anymore :( But still, i eat a tiny piece of bread and i dont feel like eating anymore atp :((
@wonderhoyyy000 lots of hearts to you... and please...no matter how much you don't want to...eat something so it keeps you steady. that's all you need to eat if you're full don't force it but if your stomach is going in (if you press it) then eat a bit
I habe headache :(
I STILL DONT WANNA TALK TO ANYBODY TODAY
ID RATHER STAY HIDDEN BEHIND A SCREEN
TF IS WRONG WITH ME
@-this-random-kiddo- its ok ive got my own counterattack!! Which is: locking myself in the bathroom!!!
Vro what’s wrong with me :(
The eep pills aren’t working.
@coffeeeeechan yk what that means! Insomnia time!! Since i slept so much i dont think ill ever sleep until at least tomorrow
It smells like spaghetti sauce and idk if i should be enjoying it or throwing up
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Why do i always feel like im on the verge of tears all the time
@coffeeeeechan well since i always HUGE bags under my eyes, whether i sleep well or not, they don’t question it bc i can look normal 5 minutes after crying :3
@wonderhoyyy000 oh...i want to cry too but i can't otherwise my friends (who i love but they're ALWAYS WITH ME) will question ME
@coffeeeeechan I AM questioning things and there’s no way my eyes are dry with the amount of times I cry per day :(
And very wondahoi <3
