theofficialskinnypiglover

is it too controversial to say italians desperately need to shut the fuck up most of the time

10 years ago I created my first animal jam account. On that account, I created several animal jam paintings throughout my time. One of them being a trolls animal jam fanart from as soon as the movie came out.

When I realise I can never go back, to the time I was so sad, so disconnected from my friends, so disconnected from my family, I feel terrible, not because I miss that feeling, but because I miss the friends I met in strange places, strange corners of the internet, places where I could update them on my life without them knowing a single thing about me but my name. 
          
          It was a time that I remember all too well, not taking my meds, staying up to god knows what hour and reading random internet stories that I sometimes only read because I liked how they were written, not because I found enjoyment in them. It was like I temporarily felt connected to this weird app, always knowing that connection would pass like everything else but also enjoying it while it lasted. 
          
          The friends I made on this app were almost like angels pulling me out of a slump I had been in, and I kept updating on my wall, not because I expected many people to reply if at all, but because I wanted someone to know I was doing well.
          
          Not being able to go back to that time is heartbreaking, but it's a nice feeling, to know I'm slowly doing better and connecting with friends and family again. And to those friends I made on the goofy orange and white app with a "w" on the icon, I only have thanks for them.

thinking about the time i went crazy for a few months and went on wattpad like everyday, made wattpad mutuals + interacted with them a bunch and then just dipped for a while occasionally making announcements like i miss that era i miss yall

the doctor finally read my test results for my juvenile arthritis testing. if it comes back positive i can add this to the list of reasons my health is deteriorating ☠️

havent posted here in forever, anyways im a rachel zegler fan till i die, also ive been getting into roleplay lately !!??

Saw tbosas today, was really good but the book is better yall need to read !!

It be that time of month where I die a million times over

i havent been on wattpad that much for a loooong time is this what healing feels like ???

okay so fuck me then???