wonderlino

audeamus is officially at around 230k words (i'm the ultimate yapper)
          	
          	probably at least 100k more to go...

wonderlino

sometimes i dream of having a kid even though i don't want any all to prove it to my parents that you can actually put your kid's needs first. i dream of taking my kid out for their birthday if they want and getting them gifts and surprising them with whatever they want most, instead of inviting toxic relatives for lunch every year and having no gifts and going through such stress that my birthday is actually something i dread and not look forward to. every year on my birthday I've felt like a burden. i never went out with friends, never had them over for my birthday.  every birthday was always relatives and stress, even the smallest wishes couldn't come true, even when they required no money, when we had little, when we had a little more.
          
          and if my kid wants to stay in and do nothing or spend the day with me or their friends or whatever, i can imagine my parents getting offended that they're not there because they can't imagine putting a child's needs first
          
          i don't want kids because i wouldn't be a good parent but i know I'd be better than mine ever were

wonderlino

rivals s2 is somehow even better than s1 and s1 was a masterpiece. so many beautiful talented evil people oh i love this show sm 

wonderlino

@rottedsoul in all honesty i think declan needs to realise what rupert is like, that he's genuinely changed as a person, and that he's worthy of tag. i think it'll happen very soon since s2 seems to be rupert centric (i miss declan tho)
            as for cameron i agree!! i wanna see her successful and independent and side by side with the other ladies
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rottedsoul

i think declan thinks that rupert just wants to shag tag. i think if they continue with this redemption plan they have with him then declan will begin to see their relationship for what it truly is - at least i hope LOL
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rottedsoul

i think deep down, declan knows about tag and rupert like i don’t think he’s dumb at all and knows that they at LEAST have some feelings there, i don’t think he doesn’t comprehend the extent of the situation though 
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