@wonderlino
a loose update schedule:
bloodlines - hopefully within a day or two
audeamus - by the end of the week
burning bridges - at some point?? very soon???
in starlight's wake - god help us all tbh (the chapter is done but i hate it)
i cleaned my room today guys :)
this is what life should be. i made soup, i did the laundry, i cleaned, i bought a face mask i'm gonna put on, i'm about to have dinner while rewatching one of my favourite shows. all that's missing is having a damn girlfriend to watch it with </3
7k on audeamus!! i love you guys so much
jasper stopping guy from leaving the car and putting a hand on his thigh???? pushing him to the floor and trying to bite him????? grabbing his hair??? guy gasping and whimpering?????? they're insane
the immortal universe is NOT known for queerbait neither should it ever fucking be so whatever these two have going on, i need to see them fucking on my screen by the end of this season (next episode)
guy is set up like this awkward dude absolutely SWARMED by beautiful women but they all have the chemistry of a beige pillow (sorry armand my love)
absolutely down bad for this hot beautiful curly haired pretty makeup pretty hands good omens crowley tan skin cool tattoos the vampire armand sweet voice great style assad zaman chunky jewellery lesbian jungkook looking girl
she looks like a fucking painting y'all it's making me sick i need her
(ovulating)
@joonetic I FUCKING KNOW RIGHT?? SHE'S SO JUNGKOOK??
@joonetic y'all are making me delulu comparing me to jungkook, airen literally just wrote an ESSAY for me on how similar we are
@wonderlino you are whipped af. reminds me of how whipped jungkook looked in one and only taekook live for taehyung who was walking across the room.
tw: suicide
i will never understand those happy-go-lucky people who don't get the concept of trauma or being traumatised by a parent. i tell this bitch i got into a fight with my mum and i don't wanna go home and she does "oh yeah happens to me all the time, we bicker over different brands of fabric softener, that's completely normal, you only have one mum" and i wanna tell her that mine almost threw me down the stairs but i can't
the weirdest thing is, her family situation feels like she should understand. her dad literally took his own life, they must've been all going through something, but how can she be so dense???? i feel like whatever happened to her family they all at least knew when they were sick of one another. us on another hand, we're forced to co-exist although we can't stand one another and it's killing us. it probably never got that bad for her idk
i don't know what i'm saying y'all ignore me
@joonetic @Soumili2025 @No_JiminProtested i'm okay you guys<3 thank you all for asking, it's just been a messy couple of days. a messy couple of DECADES but yeah what else is new :3
@wonderlino i'm sorry you aren't receiving the love and support you deserve and the fact that you're going through all of this, all alone makes it even more daunting. what happened with your mom is not normal and you're not overreacting. i hate that people brush off your trauma like that. you deserve so much better. you deserve to feel safe and supported, even if the people around you can't do the bare minimum for you. i'm no saint, but if you need me, i am just a text away <3
EVERY BED IS COLD WITHOUT YOUR BODY IN IT, EVERYWHERE I GO MY SKIN IS CRAWLING, WHAT IF I CAN'T CLOSE MY EYES WITHOUT YOU IN MY HEAD? I'M SCARED I'LL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN
talamasca's guy and jasper are my new obsession, they're so bloodlines taekook but also devil's minion, i'm screaming
jasper's backstory is everything. the show is pretty mid but these two are carrying, both actors are solid and they have so much chemistry it's insane, i feel like i need to leave whenever they're alone in a scene together (which is all their scenes together tbh)
the HAIR GRAB??? the HEALING????? guy breathing heavily and gasping and looking up at him with those big blue eyes?????? i'm eating this up.
also GUYS SHE TOLD MY ROOMMATE TO TELL ME HI I'M DYING OVER HERE
(whipped over the bare minimum, it's so bad. i need to fucking talk to this beautiful woman)
ZAYN REJOINED ONE DIRECTION???????
