มูน {moon}

White Lies is finally over! yay!! 
          
          now, im about to make the most rational decision of my life. remember talks of a december hiatus? yeah, im cashing in early, sorta. im going on semi hiatus. right now, My Love Is Mine All Mine is the only one that's technically still ongoing. i wanted to finish it before taking off for a hiatus, but that just isn't as possible as manic me wanted to believe. lol. soooo, we're doing the responsible thing. i will work on it in bits, writing and uploading only when i actually feel like i can. it could carry on into the new year, but im telling myself that's okay. i really like this story. i want to take my time with it. the last thing I want to do is ruin it by rushing. so please be a little patient with me on that. 
          
          ive written over 20 stories this year, nearly 200k words...that's actually insane. when i started this up last year, i thought i would revise my old fanfics, upload them, and then leave, but now here we are. ive been shown so much support that im always overwhelmed and emotional. if you have ever sent me a nice comment, just know i have them saved so i can look back on them when i feel low or uncertain. thank you for liking my silly writing ♡♡ 
          
          I want to return in 2026 with a fresh mind, a happier one. i want this to be a positive space where people can take time off and read silly stories about their favorite people. 
          
          my wattpad account will also be under minor construction here and there. hopefully it will look better! 
          
          no new stories until 2026. hope to see you then! happy holidays! remember to stay safe and take care of yourself!! ♡♡ 
          
          if you'd like to connect, i will be active on my writing insta thats linked in my bio. 
          
          ~ moon ♡

good news! 
          
          ive had a bit of a reality check (which i desperately needed) deadline was a bit...unrealistic and stressful, but i (actually) want to take a hiatus, but i don't like leaving things left unfinished. im okay with leaving chaos theory unfinished and open. it gives me something fun to come back to. my love is mine all mine has around 15 to 20 more chapters (hopefully). so that could take us to december, as long as motivation holds out. white lies...uh idk? we're just kinda going on vibes. i will say that by christmas or new years, i will take a hiatus. 
          
          also, i want to formally apologize for all the depressing notes and burdening you all with my heavy feelings. none of you are responsible for my feelings and im sorry my feelings were just in your notifs like that. i have got to have better control on my yaps. i want this account and my stories to provide fun, maybe comfort or escape. i want others to see my account in a positive light instead of "that one depressing person on wattpad".  i want to make a difference and hopefully i can work to that. 
          
          ~ moon ♡

@VitaminBoo13 i definitely do and there is but ♡♡♡

my laptop doesn't connect to the new wifi so editing is a struggle rn please forgive the horrible errors 

@VitaminBoo13 thank you i really appreciate it I'll try to keep that in mind!♡♡

@btsvt- i , most unfortunately, live in america. 

Do you live in England by any chance???
          (i feel like we live in the same country but i don't know why)

@btsvt- thank you ♡♡♡

i'm having a rough time feeling...human? right now. i wonder if it's because i set a deadline for myself even though it's not unrealistic. a little over a month and half feels like plenty of time. i don't know. im having a difficult time sitting at my desk and getting myself to write. i feel like nothing i write is good enough or is the proper length. it's taken me nearly six hours to get a chapter out when it usually takes me about two. it sounds like burn out, but im not 100%. i hate hate hate that i can't read my own cues. im trying to read and be supportive of others because duh, im a reader too, but I feel like im being so annoying and i say the same things over and over again. i know it's ridiculous, but i feel like i don't belong on my own accounts which is sad and definitely not true. so what the hell am i supposed to do?? i keep telling myself to stop posting these notes. to just shut up and write. thats what the people care about. no one is forcing me to write silly words for the internet, but if i don't, what else is there? i hate that this keeps happening over and over again. I'm still going to write, because i have so much i need to get done, but im just so....confused??? frustrated??? i don't know??? im so sorry to everyone waiting for updates or who talk to me and i realize I cant keep a conversation to save my life. im so so sorry for posting this but this is like my last line? I don't know. 
          
          

@Woozilucent love you!!!! ^_^ you're always the best !! ♡♡♡