wonze_enthusiast

A couple of announcements 
          1)Happy Birthday Scarlett and Mark❤️ 
          2)me and my cousin pulled an al nighter and now I seriously think I’ve got worse mental health issues since school started.
          3)I’m updating books but I don’t think I’ll be able to update as frequently until my next school holiday which starts in 24/25 days and I’ll be off for two weeks so from the 17/18th of December to 5th of January 2021 butt I’ve got all my books planned out and some of them I’m writing up on paper first since that’s how I make sure my stories make sense.
          4)Are people getting my announcements because I feel like they aren’t 
          5)And lastly. Don’t bully people or let people bully other people because it can have a huge toll too someone’s life. In Y5 a girl used to try and take all my friends away and she once threatened to kill me writing on the mud part of the hill just above the wall we had “I will get you Chloe” then despite her trying to bully and
          Kill me I didn’t tell anyone only people who were out on the playground knew but then a friend told his mam then it made its way back to my family then I got asked to invite Lainey to my sleepover despite my request to invite Lucie(who was my best friend at the time but moved away)and then Lainey almost put a hole through my wall. She also thinks we’re good friends when me and part of my friend group say stuff about someone as a joke but she then tells them as if it’s not a joke even tho she knows it is. Like last week she told Harriet that my Lesbian best friend was flirting with her boyfriend and told Leah how we thought that she ignores us from time to time and don’t say anything if your going to go to the other half of the friend group. That had a huge toll in the group because they ignored everyone in the other half but me because I wasn’t on anyone’s side. But the fact that they believed Lainey over me just shocks me.And I’ve had numerous suicide attempts and I cut my wrists. So please don’t let people bully people or be bully.Bye❤️

I just made a playlist with songs from2010up to like 2018/2019. And now im just vibing to nostalgic songs from when times were good and I didnt need to worry about if my family are gonna die from a deadly virus, worry about my mental health and my friends who want to kill themselves, have a huge amount of stress caused by school, slowly becoming more sleep deprived(and not eating at all). And where i didnt to cry over movies because my favourite character died and they didnt even get solo film or had any happiness and the reason they died was to save someone else/everyone in the world(If you know what and who im talking about we relate to eachother so much. And i get that my movie crying sounded a little specific bcs it is supposed to be directed exactly to marvel. Im still rlly angry the person im talking about died without anhy film at all).
          
          Anyway on a happier note I have a french bulldog now named Lumi because my auntie wasnt allowed to keep her so we have to keep her but tbh i love her and she always thinks its time to play when i go downstairs cause i always play with her. And at least I can remember everything before all this corona sh*t and all my mental health sh*t due to listening songs from 2010 onwards.
          
          Bye to everyone who follows me<3 And follow my tiktok@mrsmarvel_300 its a bunch of marvel stuff. I wont always be active due to tiktok being on my ipd and not my phone as my ipad dies alot faster

I need help for a new story. Should I make it a Maria Hill X Steve Rogers or a Thor X Sif one bcs I want to go with Maria X Steve but I wrote out the whole thing on paper all I’d have to do is change the names so I’m leaving the decision as to which ship you want pregnant up to you 

I can get so emotionally attached to a fictional character in like 2 hours but for me to be emotionally attached to a real person it takes 10 days and a whole lot of trust. And how when the character dies I despise the director but when a real person besides actors die I just full on don’t care and don’t go into a mental break down. yesterday I was watching IW and EG and went into a breakdown.I have serious depression I also have schizophrenia(voices In Your head that tell you do to stuff you don’t want to) and anxiety and I’ve tried to Kms before to. So I just want to say that mental health isn’t something to joke about. One of my friends said she’s got depression I asked her what it is so I could tel if she actually did or not and she said it means your sad but it doesn’t

It’s quarter to 6 and I’ve been up since 3AM I sit even know why  I’ve been on WattPad the whole time hehe.
          
          If anyone wants a certain ship in one of my avengers books then feel free to comment them or if you have any suggestions comment them. 
          Just to let you all know my main ships I’m going to be using are ScarletWidow, Brutasha, Stucky, Danvers X Sam Wilson and Pepperony bcs they are my favourite ships and yes I like Romanogers but that’s not happening in my stories let’s pretend that he is way to old for her so she rejected him and then he got feet for Bucky 

Yall have you seen the WandaVision trailer. It’s like I can’t describe it but Lizzie voice is everything and when she goes “our story??” Like you have to admit we’ve all done that done that time before. 
          
          Btw I have a new canon ship bcs my marvel TikTok fyp decided it likes WandaNat/ ScarletWidow and tbh I love it to so imma be reading WandaNat fanfics all night. And have yall seen that deleted scene when Wanda has nats jacket on in AOU! I’m so mad they didn’t put that scene in and deleted it 

Guys I’m no simp for Harry but he’s rumoured to play a villain (i think it’s pyro) in X-men reboots or Thanos Brother (starstruck I think) in The Eternals. I asked my friend who has a crazy obsession with Harry and she said she can’t see him as a villain but can see him as a good guy.
          
          IM SO EXCITED. FOR ALL THE UPCOMIMG MARVEL PHASE5 MOVIES BCS IVE WATCHED ALL OF PHASE4 5 TIMES PROBABLY 

hi love! thanks for the follow!