wooyouknow

fifth guest at the bar after death<3<3<3<3<3
          	
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rascalsuffers

BECK HOW U BEEEN ? <333333

rascalsuffers

@wooyouknow // OH THAT'S FINE CUZ SO HAVE I !!! glad to hear that you're doing well !! 
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wooyouknow

@rascalsuffers I'VE BEEN ABSOLUTELY RADIO SILENCE BUT THANK YOU FOR CHECKING IN!!! i have been doing well :):) how are youuuu
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wooyouknow

the beginning of this month i turned twenty and with that followed a month worth of not only a heavy existential crisis but also a deep identity crisis as well. i have never felt as meaningless as i have done these past weeks and the weeks leading up to my twentieth birthday. i do not know what to do with my life or how i am supposed to live it with an anxiety level the same as a cheetah and lately, i've felt a crushing fear that i will always be too scared to walk alone in public. now i have been twenty for twenty-one days and i have decided that while i don't know what to do with my life i will try to keep my focus solely on eating strawberries and wearing cute clothes and collecting cute mugs and laugh with my friends and go for walks. hopefully my twenties will be a little less about my mental illness and a little more about the small joys of being alive<3