Hope if anyone had any cats, especially black cats, that you have them inside this halloween. Every year people kills a lot of cat during. Halloween due to lore, sometimes taping them the roads and running them over, or hanging them, or by killing them even slowly.
Im sorry this was late, i had issues.
I kinda relate to this part of the song...
I'm stuck self-torturing
My meds are failing me
Internal clock in smithereens
Can't fix this
I'm hopeless
My eyes are stapled open wide
As I lay down on my side
I am bouncing off these walls
Notice my hands begin to twitch
Unprovoked assaulting of my conscious wit
Me and the TV are enemies
Sickening static surrounds my mind
I'm losing time
And realizing that after days of thought that
I'm stuck self-torturing
My meds are failing me
Internal clock in smithereens
Can't fix this
I'm hopeless-
well, this morning right after my mom woke me up my right leg started to lock (if you dont under stand we call it "your -insert limbs here- locking" just look it up.) well i kept telling my mom that my leg started freaking hurting (yes this was a painful type...) and guess what, she kept telling me to get up basically telling me to suffer. (plus i couldn't move out of bed...)