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Qu'est-ce que tu ferais s'il te restait 100 jours à vivre ?

I just posted a new story, a marauders era fic (regulus x oc), I hope you will like it ^^
          
          There’s only the cast and playlist, but I’m currently working on the prologue, I’ll get it out as soon as possible (:

I don’t know if you’re familiar with the French high school system, but in 11th grade you have to choose 3 subjects, (like maths politics physics philosophy and all that shit), and you quit one in 12th grade.
          It’s basically asking you to decide your future when you’re 15/16 (because you have to choose them in 10th grade). Because before you just had to choose if you wanted to do littérature economy or science. Now you have to choose if you want to do politics médecine ingeniery... because all of the universities ask different subjects.
          
          
          I don’t know what to choose I don’t know what to do with my life, everybody’s telling me something different. My parents are telling me I should do médecine or technology because it haves a future. My friends are saying I should do languages because I’m good at it. I don’t know what to do.
          
          I have a plan B that is enlisting in the army, and I feel like that’s what I’m going to end doing.

I was flirting by text with a guy I really liked,
          He asked me if I wanted to be his girlfriend
          I said yes
          And he said: “Oh, I don’t know what to say”
          So yeah I currently wanna kill him and kill myself after

I’m so tired.
          Two of my favorite books updated today, and I can’t read the updates because I have so much work.
          I didn’t even got home and I don’t want to.
          All of my teachers are saying that I could do better, but I know I can’t.
          Everybody think I’m like the smartest of my class, when I’m definitely not.
          I have a Spanish test and physics and biology homework for tomorrow, and I didn’t do a single thing.
          I don’t know what to do with my life