d. 🚸🏔️𓂃 ,,

oh my word will this urge to go at my skin again just go away for petes sake please I just want to be okay , every week I’m in a cycle of relapsing or feeling like crap about my body image, please oh my god why can’t i get better

right okokok small small rant ( I think ? idk ) but recently I have been getting very very jealous………. :o oops im sorry! I love my friends but can they like… stay away from my wife..???:)£:&/: (¬`‸´¬) especially my friend called a GULP but uhm my heart aches at the sight of them talking ,, idk it sounds stupid I know!! but my wife is mine.. no? well YES shes allowed friends, we have the same friends! and mwah i love her to pieces im never ever mad at her, but sometimes i feel like I uhm upset her in someways.. but im sorry , again! ૮◞ ‸ ◟ ა i love her so much, ive said this before but her eyes are like the sky and the grass on a summers day, her lips are like a warm hug, and her hugs are amazing oh my days don’t even get me started. she’s the cutest girl I’ve ever laid my eyes on, since year 7 ive admired how beautiful she is. she says a lot that shes ugly, well not directly, but she hints at it and i hate it so much! how can someone so perfect and stunning say that they’re not. gosh sometimes i stare at her in class and she reminds me of how i fall deeper in love with her each day. she’s so beautiful I cry when i can’t see her pretty face, .·°՞(っ-ᯅ-ς)՞°·. and whenever i do, she flusters me!! it’s good thing obviously, but i go red like a tomato!!! i HATE tomato’s. they’re disgusting. but in a world full of tomato’s she’s my potato. I love potatos , but she tops them! she looks very snackable too, like nomnomnomnomnok yumyumyum.. so lovely to eat!! but yes, i rave about my wife not enough, gosh if i was good at writing poems, they’d all be about her, honestly (๑>◡<๑).. she’s my favourite person in the world and she needs to know it!! I know im sh#t (( THE CENSOR?? )) at expressing my feelings, but genuinely she makes my heart so warm and fills the holes in them. i love you so so so so much sofia you don’t even know it, please don’t think I’m mad at you for the first bit, it’s me being stupud af so it’s okay (╥‸╥) okay bye guys I luv my wife ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ) ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ)

gng I miss wife 

ive had 4 relentlesses’ today.

why does nobody talk about the surge of happiness/ calm you get from 

GANG im needy and tipsy help me

what do you do when you go too deep 

gag i am so drink rihgr now  im going yo avoud speaking to anywone beacr i sodnt wanna annou anyone anymkre 

hmm im bored it’s 12:31 am and I miss my wife sofia so much like oh my god im gonna kiss the life out of her face sometime shes so pretty and beautiful and euueisidjeejekrk oh my goodness im gonna kiss herrrrtrrrtrrjjrdiekfkf I say that im going to kiss her all the time , which is true, im gonna kiss the life out of her neck when it reaches friday. SO EXCITED YOO awhhheie i miss her. :c i think that sofia sometimes gets a little annoyed at me when i drink, which hey i don’t do much…. hah.. uhm anyways . but o don’t blame her , even I know im annoying. well, I love sofia so sonsosososososososososossoossososososososososososososososososo sososo soo much im gonna FOR THE THIRD TIME kiss her I swwweaytttjkrkskekd I hate it when she speaks lowly of herself, because she’s just the most perfect girl ive ever laid my eyes on. EVER. like GENUINELY she’s mine guys  and also idk HOW she finds ME attractive or cute whatevebruei because BRO i am so fucking chopped it’s crazy my hair hates to cooperate so i leave it as is, looks like pure horse shit every day of the week i am not cute GOSHHH , hi sofia wife mommy if you see this uh hi I love you im gonna kiss you  and i miss you ahuhuhu.. , but genuinely sofia is so so so so so so so so perfecttuhh  mwah like UUUGHHUEIEIEKDKRJEKWM she’s like the perfectest ( if that’s even a word ) topic to speak about in a GOOD sense. MY wife doesn’t take disrespect and neither do I toward her anyways , i am tired right now, my phone is at 12%… it needs to go on charge but GENUINELY i cannot be bothered getting out of bed so I’ll just charge it in morning . gosh im gonna be so so so tired in the morning bro . i have spanish tomorrow and UGH I hate spanish so much it’s the BANE of my existence like oh my days  kill me now. okok i go now I love MY wife okay? she’s mine guys .. goodnight sleep well