wretchedness

harry styles smut will soon begin to be posted, thank u quarantine. A. xx

wretchedness

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i'm sorry
          
          guys , i am so fucking sorry
          
          i've been inactive for so long and i've deleted all of my stories . i'm so sorry , it's not even my depression anymore . i've just completely lost interest in wattpad . i still write on my own time and things in that line , but for some reason i feel like this website isn't the same as it was to me when i first found it . it isn't the home that i found and ran away to whenever i had a problem . i've grown . emotionally and physically . hell , i was 12 when i started writing " baby girl " and my 14th birthday just passed . i'm older now . i'm more mature . i've learned to deal with my problems better than i used to . granted , i still grieve over stupid things but i deal with the pain. it's made me numb . i almost don't feel it anymore .
          
          and to those who still read my books and were still there when i was barely active but still managing to publish a chapter every few months , thank you . i dont deserve you . i never have and trust me , i never will . 
          
          i'm sorry for such a long letter , but i just needed to explain myself to you all better . thank you for your time , and have a great day :)
          
          - lex , xx

wretchedness

worked on lolita a little bit tonight , hoping to post chapter one tomorrow .
          
          cant believe i have two parts published , neither of them even being a legit chapter , and the book already has 300 reads . its crazy !
          
          love you all , xx .