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Hey... it’s been a while... I haven’t updated One True Love since like August... I’m sorry about that. I’ve kind of lost inspiration at the moment because my mind is on other things. I’m trying to write it, I promise. I will finish it. Now that that’s out there, I am writing a new story. If you didn’t know, I had my heart broken and every day it feels like he is stomping on it. So I’m going to write our story. I don’t know if the ending of it will be the ending of the real story or not, but I think writing it will help me. 

He fucking broke my heart. He promised he wouldn’t. But he did it anyway. 

I’ve always had body image issues. Every time I look in the mirror I see everything wrong with me. My nose is too big, my lips are too small, my thighs are too big. I have too many scars. I have had days where I don’t want to put on a swimsuit, but I do it anyway. The other day, I could barely do it. I got tears in my eyes and I covered my  body with my towel and arms. I was with my best friends. I’m fighting a battle I’ve fought so many times. I know I’ll have to fight it many more times. I feel like I’ll never be good enough. My anxiety is starting to take over and I don’t know what to do. I want to leave my mind and body and go somewhere else. But I can’t... and maybe someday things will be easier. But until then, I’ll keep fighting. 

Hi Everyone!
          I just wanted to let you all know that ‘One True Love’ will be ending soon. But I will be working on other short stories and books. As you all know, I do not have an upload schedule. My chapters on ‘One True Love’ are very very short so in my future books, I am going to work to make them longer. I think ‘One True Love’ will have 30 chapters. I’m not sure yet. Have a great day/night! I love you all! 

Hi! If you saw my last update on ‘One True Love’ you saw that I haven’t been in a good place mental health wise. For those of you who didn’t see it, I have just been feeling worthless and like I am a failure and I can’t do anything right. I can’t say that things are getting much better, but I’m getting there. I am getting better a little bit at a time. I also said that I was considering discontinuing my story. And I was. But I have decided not to. I am going to finish my story. So do not worry! The story will be finished. I hope you are all doing well!❤️

How would you all feel about me starting a story just as a way to let all of my experiences and feelings out? I think some of them could help some people. It’s not as a way to complain, it would be used to sort out how things are going in my life. I don’t know. 

Thanks for the follow! 

I’m not in a good place right now. When I’m not in a good place if I write and I publish it, I might regret certain decisions I make. I promise I haven’t ditched this story. I’m just going through some stuff right now. 
          

I need to vent a little bit. 
          A girl I used to be friends with started a rumor that she likes my boyfriend. The worst part? She is saying that my best friend started the rumor. Which is absolutely ridiculous because I’ve known my best friend since I was like 7.  And I have to learn 120 pages of music for pit orchestra. My teachers keep piling more stuff. 
          
          The worst part is that my ex boyfriend sat right behind me on the bus today. And he said “hey sexy” and “I love you _____” 
          
          That made me really uncomfortable. And then he has a girlfriend! 
          
          I haven’t gotten a decent night of sleep in 3 weeks. My anxiety is getting out of control. My teachers have started emailing my mom. 
          
          So that is why I’m not updating a lot. I am trying. I am. 

Hey everyone! I changed the cover for ‘One True Love’ it’s the same story, the cover just changed! Xoxo