Ad lunam et astra

So I'm gonna be under a surgical procedure very soon. It's my first time so I don't know what to feel.
          
          I had a relative that gone through the same procedure but he didn't make it.
          
          A lot of things can happen during that time. To be honest, I'm okay to go but it's my mother I'm worried about.
          
          This might be it. 
          
          I've done most of the things I want. I was able to make my mother's life a little easier. I got to write and people liked them. Met few people along the way.
          
          Bought a motorcycle. Gone to the places I've wanted. Got to play the games I've always wanted even the newly released ones.
          
          Met someone. Fall in love. Made few memories with her. Had the best days of my life with her.
          
          So yeah, I think I'm good.

I want to live a life together with you.

I heard na magiging 3 terms na daw ang academic year. From June 2026 to April 2027. 
          
          With your Doctoral, sana kayanin both no? I hope you'll take care of yourself more. Sana rin mabigyan kayo ng better compensation since you'll be working longer.

I've been thinking about it for months.
          
          I remembered you said that you were afraid that I would call or text you.
          
          That broke me, y'know? I've always tried to be a good person to you because I don't want to hurt you. But you, feeling afraid of me reaching out, that I did not expect.
          
          But you don't have to worry about that anymore. I know what to do now. I told you before, I would never do anything that would hurt you.
          
          I don't know if I'll have the chance to talk to you again. Maybe you'll see this in a few months or next year or maybe not at all.
          
          But if you do...
          
          Hey Doc! (I'm gonna call you that right now because you're gonna be one in the future.)
          
          What's up? Hahahaha I hope you're doing well. Take it easy, alright? You have good people on your side. I know that because you always tell me. (I miss listening to your stories, by the way.) Cherish and keep them in your life as long as you can. You're going to be just fine because of them. And my mind will be at ease because of that.
          
          Thank you and take care!

I came across a video of an author explaining why he wrote a story about his daughter's adventures.
          
          They used to be close then had a falling out and his daughter never really bother to patch things up with him.
          
          He misses her so much that whenever he writes, he feel connected to her again. Like how they used to be years ago.
          
           

A lot of things happened in the past few days and most of them are bad.
          
          But in between those moments, you never failed to cross my mind. I'm being reminded of the numbered days I spend with you. And that what's been making me happy in these dark times.
          
          I was at my happiest with those times I spent with you. I never regretted a day. I cherished every single one.
          
          You asked me once why I did what I did. Why I'm always one call away. Why I'm always there for you whenever you needed me.
          
          I held back the answer to that because you'll never believe me.
          
          I did what I di because it made me happy. Yes, it was stupid but it made me happy. I am happy whenever I'm around you. So, I always choose to make myself available because I want spend time with you.
          
          I want to make memories with you. Something that I can hold onto whenever life hits me back with reality.
          
          If given the chance I'd do them again. I'll choose to spend time with you over and over again.
          
          The memories I made with you were the best things I've ever done.  I will carry them until my last day here on earth.

I saw the trailer Glaiza and Rhian's new movie. You're a fan, diba? You'll love that

Times like this, I wish I could talk to you. Kahit mga 10 mins lang.

If we ever stop talking and you don't know how to comeback, send me a song.

Will you be my valentine?