writerfreak13

Dreamt of you earlier, moments before I woke up. Sobrang saglit lang yun :(

writerfreak13

I should've taken a photo of you, doesn't matter if it was stolen. You wouldn't know anyway.
          
          A photo would help me go through the challenging days. Will miss you more though and would definitely hurts, but I think it's worth it.
          
          Simply seeing you even if it's just a photograph, makes me happy.

writerfreak13

My Ate was unwrapping her presents from their christmas party and I watched her. Then, I realized that I never got to unwrap gifts myself because I never received one. Exchange gifts doesn't count, I'm talking about gifts that you receive just because they want to give them to you.
          
          But just to be clear, I'm not expecting someone to give me something. I'm way past that. But sometimes, it feels good to be remembered and appreciated.
          
          Which makes me think that maybe I haven't really done anything for the people around me that is worth remembering or appreciating. I always think that I was never good with people. Maybe, I'm right ... Or not. Well, I never really made an effort to make an impression. So I guess, I kind of deserved it.
          
          That's also probably why I always take care of  the hand-me downs I received from my siblings. Beacause it's either that or I have to buy things myself.
          
          I've lived a boring, sad, and purposeless life, haven't I?