I have a strange addiction to compare myself with others , sometimes it is good to compare or be in a competition but mostly it is really really bad , i just lost my nights sleep when I started to compare myself with others and it's just so frustrating that I can't stop this...
I always compare my looks, my health(I'm skinny) , and education, they have more friends but I don't because I don't deserve these things to come to my mind I don't know just why I'm like this
Recently my comparison between others has gotten worse ....I started to compare myself to everyone when I say to everyone that means everyone. I'm walking on the streets and I started to compare myself with others....that worse it becomes
These things affect my studies, my stories also , I stop writing because I started feeling low and my mind stop working....