I don't know anymore. I need help.
Come find me. Its everywhere, color and light and my soul is filled to the brink. I have no room for anything else. The light brings curiosity and I need some sleep. They are too bright.
The colors overwhelm, I..there's no order, only blinding pain and no separation. There's brown and black and no... No...not that color.... Give me back the darkness!! No not that color! Anything, I have to trade, I will give my light, my color and I will trade my sight. No more color, no more, just don't leave! Please, give me her back!
I'm ready to go, colors are dull now! I'm ready, I lost her, I lost my child, my only....my only child....I can let go but I can't stop the visions, my child my only child. I held her you know. While she slowly dissolved, I held her to say goodbye. Goodbye to the colors and goodbye to her. I am ready. Take me, but my last request, shut it off and hold me. Hold me like I did my daughter, hold me and let rainbow tears flow. Because its gone, I cried and gave it up, she was painted and I am ready to be painted now.