Yes, I am asking that out of concern. I am reading your book and I must say it's one of the best book I have read in wattpad. Some of the things you wrote even if that was according to the characters of your book, but felt like you're talking about me. Being present infront of everyone but also feeling like you don't belong. Then you try for a while and suddenly one day you give up. Give up being friends with people. Occasionally you communicate with them, but that's it.
So I was kinda concerned.