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Guys, guess what happened today?
After days of being busy—mentally, emotionally, everything—I finally sat down, thinking "let’s write, let’s get back to it."
I opened Wattpad… All ready to dive back into Sinfully His…
And Wattpad said, "Nah girl, not today."
THEY REMOVED THE BOOK.
Yes. You read that right. SINFULLY HIS IS GONE.
Just like that. Poof. Vanished. Deleted. Removed. Without a single warning, without a second thought.
And here I am—staring at my screen like an idiot, thinking, "WAIT, WHAT??"
I don’t even know what to say. Or feel. I’m just… blank. Like literally—blank screen, blank mind, blank soul.
The worst part? I didn’t even have a backup. Because yeah, apparently I trusted the internet and the platform I uploaded it on. What a joke, right?
I want to cry, scream, throw things, maybe punch a pillow—or a wall. But nothing helps.
Because it’s gone.
My story. My time. My heart. All of it. Gone.
And I know people will still come and say,
"You’ll rise again. Don’t give up. Post it again."
No.
Not this time.
Because I am done.
Done with being silenced.
Done with creating things only for them to be ripped away.
Done pretending I’m strong when I’m bleeding words I’ll never get back.
So to the ones who kept reporting, hating, sabotaging—
Congrats. You won.
YOU. FUCKING. WON
Hope it was worth it.
Because this time...
I honestly don’t know if I’ll rise back again.