writtenbyenh4

im actually having a dilemma rn so i thought why dont i ask you guys
          	as we are speaking i am working on two stories; a jungwon one and a heeseung one
          	i wanted to ask yalls opinions on what you would prefer i start posting first
          	also, how do we feel about a 'bike racer jake' ?

Sweetdenimkissesss

@writtenbyenh4 waitttttttt that’s seemssss so goodddd, I actually started writing a Jake book but it was last year and I never got to finish it I’m actually on the first chapter, but I don’t think I’ll ever publish it . Sorry for my randomness talk about that but yes absolutely
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writtenbyenh4

im actually having a dilemma rn so i thought why dont i ask you guys
          as we are speaking i am working on two stories; a jungwon one and a heeseung one
          i wanted to ask yalls opinions on what you would prefer i start posting first
          also, how do we feel about a 'bike racer jake' ?

Sweetdenimkissesss

@writtenbyenh4 waitttttttt that’s seemssss so goodddd, I actually started writing a Jake book but it was last year and I never got to finish it I’m actually on the first chapter, but I don’t think I’ll ever publish it . Sorry for my randomness talk about that but yes absolutely
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Sweetdenimkissesss

Lowkey feel like u need more attention bc ur books are absolutely amazing, I’d genuinely cry if u ever stop posting

Sweetdenimkissesss

I do 🥹 and ofc I love reading your books
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writtenbyenh4

@Sweetdenimkissesss  omfggg u r so sweet 
            tysm 🫶🫶
            i have actually formed a different type of writing over the last year so i hope all of you still enjoy my books
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writtenbyenh4

bloody paradise is such a vibe like hello? my fav is bad for you, honestly the vocals they have reached throughout this song are HEAVENLY and so not talked about enough (okay mb it is talked about but they deserve so much more attention). the song overall is just so beautiful. 
          dont come at me, but i dont enjoy stuck as much as other engenes do, like im sorry but its not really my vibe, the lyrics are amazing tho. same with two fools (dont get me wrong i love me a yearning song, but i was maybe expecting a little bit more from this one)
          checkmate is so underrated. it gives club vibes ig (yall gotta see the vision i have), i wasnt expecting to like it so much
          highlight is not bad, but again i was expecting a bit more. when they said it was the hardest to record, it got my hopes up (not saying they did bad or anything but again, i was expecting something that would blow me away)
          
          overall this is a great album, thank you enhypen for your hard work
          feels so empty without heeseung tho.... (you cannot tell me you dont hear his vocals in the back of bad for you)

writtenbyenh4

just to clarify 
          i have no idea if you guys actually enjoy the ffs i wrote about jungwon and jay (specifically those two since i could say that they are the most abnormal out of all)
          the jay ff was actually written for some time but i was busy with my finals so i am only able to post it now, honestly all there is to it is some editing
          i promise that the next ff will be something more related to the real world (bare with me)
          some chapters of bound by ink might get posted a bit late (im trying to post atleast once every other day if i cant daily) since i am working on a special chapter for captive hearts

EllaTheRealMonstiez

@writtenbyenh4 I didn't read both of them but the Jungwon ff is on my reading list!
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writtenbyenh4

i don't even know how to put this into words.
          
          my heart hurts for Mina. no one deserves to be mocked, torn apart, or made to feel so alone that they believe leaving is the only way out. i hope she has finally found the peace this world couldn't give her.
          
          but my heart also hurts seeing this tragedy become another excuse for hate. watching people weaponize her death to harass Ni-ki or anyone else only proves that some of us still haven't learned the lesson this should've taught us. hate cannot heal hate. cruelty cannot fix cruelty.
          
          please remember that there is a real person behind every screen. every comment, every repost, every joke, every cruel word can stay with someone far longer than you think. you may forget what you said in seconds, but someone else might carry it for years.
          
          be kinder. we desperately need more kindness.
          
          rest in peace, Mina. you deserved so much better.

EllaTheRealMonstiez

@writtenbyenh4 Thanks for explaining! 
            Rest in Peace, Mina.
            It kind of hurt to know we Engenes were one of the prettiest fandoms before...
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writtenbyenh4

@EllaTheRealMonstiez i personally didnt know about the situation until she passed, but this is a summary someone on tt made:
            So the girl is Mina, she was also an engene, and she loved Sunki so much, so when she attended enhypen's concert, she brought a sunflower and a rose, the sunflower was meant for Sunoo and the rose was meant for Ni-ki, and when she threw the flowers on stage, only Sunoo picked it up, he even posed with it. But she wanted it to be a Sunki interaction, so she tried her best to get Sunoo's attention, telling him to give the Roses to Ni-ki, she screamed, but she failed, and some fans think she was shouting bad stuff at Sunoo, but that was just the start. After the concert, Ni-ki went on live to say that fans should just focus on the concert and have fun instead of trying to form interactions with them. And some engenes thought he was referring to Mina, and they started hating on Mina, basically calling her a Sasaeng, when it was all a misunderstanding. She apologized, but hate came more and more, she even went on live to apologize, she even cried, but the people in the comments were still hating on her, she went on live again just a day ago (I think, or maybe it was a few days ago, like 1 or 2). But yeah, she went on live again, she apologized again, but still hate and more hate came, eventually she couldn't take it anymore, her friends confirmed that she took her own life.
            
            so thats basically what happened
            rest in peace Mina, sweet angel
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EllaTheRealMonstiez

@writtenbyenh4 Can you please tell me who Mina is? Im always a bit slow with news...
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writtenbyenh4

ik throat knife is in my fic rec list but...
          READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
          it is written so well and the plot is so captivating
          if you think you are tough and cant cry oven a fictional book THIS ONE WILL PROVE YOU WRONG
          i read this book about a year ago and i thought i would read it again for old times sake (at that time i met a friend that im super close with rn)
          I MESSED UP BUG TIME
          read at your own risk cuz i am completely destroyed

writtenbyenh4

@bumbleyippee announce me if u actually start it again i wish u the best of luck to survive though it
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writtenbyenh4

@bumbleyippee if you need a good cry then this is it (even if u wont cry it will literally scar your soul)
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bumbleyippee

@writtenbyenh4 right omg i started it back in 2022 or 2023, it was the second ff i ever read and omg i couldn't finish it, i barely survived the few chapters i managed to read, and ngl i wanna read it, more seriously this time.
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writtenbyenh4

GUESS WHOS BACK (ive been back for like a week but i forgot to announce yall)
          I GOT MY RESULTS BACK ASWELL
          THE PRAYERS HAVE BEEN HEARD
          i just want to thank you all for showing so much love toward my stories while i was away yall genuinely dont get how shocked i was to see the huge amount of readers enjoying my books 
          i definitely gotta get my ass to work yall deserve some special chapters. 
          honestly im thinking of a new fic without like mafia and supernatural stuff
          but first i genuinely gotta finish my jay book and take some of yalls requests
          anyway thats all for now
          ill update yall asap 
          baiii

writtenbyenh4

guys i have been meaning to tell yall that i am going on a hiatus bcz of my finals 
          
          theyre rlly important for me, so im focusing on studying (pray for me )
          
          i will definitely be back somewhere near the start of july
          
          but until then, please enjoy my current books
          
          i would also love to mention, thank you so much for all of the love and support shown towards my books yall dont know how much i appreciate yall 
          
          please stay healthy and eat well

saeriki

@writtenbyenh4 omg whenever I pray I'll make sure I mention you , I am at chaps 32 of the other nishimura and I LOVED it so so so bad the plot was crazy I even started reading it in class, the vocab and language was something else, I didn't even know someone can write that way , the was you described everything, it's just so deep and I adore it , I'm looking forward other ni-ki books with the same theme and vibe bcz wth was that piece of art , and I can't wait for you to come back i hope you pass and get the best grades, I just found u yesterday and I'm grateful, love yaaaa♡♡♡♡
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eepycatto

@writtenbyenh4 GOODLUCK I HOPE YOUR EXAMS GO WELL , I WILL WAIT FOR YOUR RETURN<33
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writtenbyenh4

YALL WHAT OPINIONS DO WE HAVE ON THE SIN:VANISH bcz itwas my personal fav (and i literally never chose a diff fav album other than dark blood) 
          
          NO WAY BACK MAKES ME LEVITATE. do i even need to add that the bridge made me cry 
          
          i really love that they tried new genres i cant even understand how some 'engenes' dont enjoy them bcz they are AMAZING