wttpbeki

hello all!!
          	
          	I have just come here to say that the first few chapters of my new book 'REUS' is now published on my new account @verityscrown so please check it out! it is a mature book so please bare that in mind!
          	
          	hope yall are missing me !!

wttpbeki

If you see any chapters missing on the imagines book than it just means I’m editing them x
          
          I’m trying to get them out soon but I have shite signal sooooo
          
          ALSO IF YOU HAVE REQUESTED A CHAPTER TO ANY OF MY BOOKS THEN ILL HAVE TO GET THEM DONE A BIT LATER BECUASE IM SO BUSY AT THE MOMENT SO DONT COME AT ME

wttpbeki

“there’s no game without a game over” - rufus emererio, ‘they both die at the end’ - adam silvera.
          
          i never really make posts like this as i don’t share my life over social media, but i wanted to share this because it changed my perspective of the world. 
          
          a few weeks ago, i had tried to commit suicide. i hadn’t actually tried but i was preparing but writing the letters and telling my family about these accounts. i felt hopeless and i felt alone. i knew no one that i could turn to other than one of my close friends who felt the same way.
          
          we had gotten closer over my birthday (which was at the end of april) becuase he was one of my brothers friends. he is in the year above me in school so i never hung out with him, but at home and over text, we bonded on another level. 
          
          we were polar opposites. he was into video games (which is ironically how my brother met him, he also knew him in real life) and i was more i to books. over the last few weeks, i have become part of him - he has read more, he has seen my perspective on life - and i have become more of him - getting into the games and not giving about what people say. traditionally, we would be the perfect lovers - but we were more best friends.
          
          this week over my half term from school, i went camping with my family and some friends. there is hardly any signal so i brought some books that recently brought. one of them was “they both die at the end” by adam silvera. it completely changed my outlook on life - even on the first 100 pages. 
          
          i have yet to finish the book, but so far it has been incredible. the plot line, which i’m not going to spoil, is so powerful and gives you a great outlook on how import life really is. many quotes i have read have told me many things, but this book is something special. 
          
          in the words of Mateo Torrez; “i would rather live wishing death, then die wishing i could live more”
          
          (couldn’t find the quote so here is what i could remember) 

astrobrandis

I'm so proud of you for staying. <3 So happy for your friendship. And so happy for the discovery of an amazing book! :)
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vintageslutlmao

i’m very glad that you stayed and found a platonic relationship, now i must read this book <3
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