wwanniee

Guys I promise I’m working on an update, I sprained my neck so it won’t be as soon as I wanted to be, but it’s coming.

wwanniee

I just wanted to make this post because I think I have the right to talk about it. Although I try to ignore it now, the truth is that the situation that happened still bothered me, a lot. I am currently taking a break from studies, and just focusing on working, that’s how bad the situation affected me. I decided to act strong for a long time, but when I unpublished all my work, it was really the last thing for me. That night, I was planning on killing myself. I said I would eventually repost everything, but I lied, I was planning on ending my life. But I had a conversation with my mother on how I felt about everything, how unfair I found it since most things people think I “did” happened when I was still a minor myself, and how it’s so sideways to go out of your way to make someone seem like a bad person just because you don’t like them. How easily you can take someone words and make it something it’s not. And my mother told me that, it’s stupid one because nobody online knows me enough to make these judgements about me, and what I read doesn’t reflect on my character. But that it’s also stupid to single me out on something I didn’t write, or read, when those kinds of stories have been around for decades. Literature whether people like it or not, has always been dark, and to single me out was just stupid. But she’s my mom, she’s obviously going to want to make me feel better.

AsianStorysketcher

@wwanniee Yes, that's the spirit! Positivity is all I have right now when it comes to writing and pursuing my dreams. Obstacles will be dealt with and we move on. I'm so glad you are back and happy that you are here with us!
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wwanniee

@AsianStorysketcher it’s ok please don’t feel bad, I was never really up and personal about what was happening in my head during everything, I just isolated myself both online and irl because of everything, which made it worse. I’m just glad I have amazing friends that listened to me, and that consoled me when I was going through that time, and that they knew me enough to know better than people online. Thank you for worrying I’m sorry I made you sad, but im ready to keep going❤️
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wwanniee

@LowBatteryPnda I think I just needed someone in my personal life to talk to, I just feel like now it all feels so stupid.
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wwanniee

Slowly starting to delete my works, thank you to everyone’s who’s supported me to this point. Writing has been the best part of my life for the past 8 years, and a way that helped me cope with things going on in my life. But that’s been tainted, and I don’t want to leave anything here that reminds me not only of how depressed I was at one point in my life, but also how much people hate me for something I didn’t write and for a wrong choice of words in an explanation. If you don’t respect me as a person, please at least respect my work and how hard I worked on it. If I choose to delete something, please don’t re-upload it, please do not copy it, please do not try to claim it as yours. Thank you, and once again thank you so much for supporting me for so many years.

minjiverse

Totally understandable, while I like your fics I get that sometimes it’s not worth it mentally to be reminded of a time we spent upset. I wish you the best and enjoyed reading your works ❤️❤️
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AsianStorysketcher

I honestly wish you didn’t delete them, but yes, it is totally your choice and I respect that. I keep seeing your books on other people’s reading list. It would be a shame.
            
            I hope you are able to focus on happy memories. It was fate that I read “Sweater Weather” and never got a chance to read the others. 
            
            It’s sad to see how Wattpad and other websites can be a place of hope, yet also brings so much sorrow for others or damage their confidence.
            
            As for the copying, unfortunately, there is already an illegal mirror site out there that puts everybody’s stories on their site. Ugh. I could see also another reason why you would want to delete your works here.
            
            Best wishes on your next adventures or passions. Keep going!
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wwanniee

“He had a family” the kids, men, women dying in Gaza also had families. The kids dying in American schools also had families. But suddenly it’s important and people care because of the color of his skin. I do not feel bad for him. He deserved it.