Dorthea

I can't wait to get away from people who make me feel worthless, I wanna leave them all behind.. YES I DO. I shall meet them when I am fully healed. When I get rid of the hurt that's been gnawing at me forever. 
          I am not a saint either. I shall leave to contemplate everything I have done wrong or the wrong that has been done to me. I need a break.. A break from this life to look deep. Deeper into the souls. Their souls and my soul. To look at the bigger picture. I must learn to be on my own.
           I feel stuck in this loop. The thing is  I put myself in this position. Life seems to not change at all. Jealousy- is bad bad thing isn't it? Jealous of them for being so flawless.. Jealous of them for leaving.. Jealous of them for living my dream life.. Jealous. JEALOUS-? No, Envy it is. 
          I don't want to hurt them but its about damn time that I stop hurting myself. But the funny  thing is even when I am trying not to hurt anybody I end up hurting everybody , including myself. I try and I fail. FAIL. FAIL. " FAILURE". 
          
           So , every goddamn time I feel lonely I remember that voice saying , " You are on your own, kid."

I need Josh Chen to help me with my period pain  ifykyk

!!!!! It's not a want, It's a need. !!!! Guys plzzz recommend me some Toe curling, heart wrenching , earth shaking, ANSTY ( really angsty ) enemies to lovers book !! rn.

exams suck

Guys You have problem memorizing during exams then try :
          Read 10 times
          Say it loud 10 times
          Write 2 times
          
          Note: WORKED LIKE WONDERS FOR ME.

All these people think love's for show but I would die for u in secret.

I have got my eye on you....

My story: Enemies to Friends to Nothing 

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Ayy Swiftie and same Taylor is also my fairy god mother, aww <33