märta💘😹

Hej

hiii it's been a while, how are you? :))

this is surreal for me to say but one of my best friends attempted on sunday, and she just told me aboutit. she’s locked in for at least next week and she has access to her electronics. 
          how do i make sure she’s loved and look after her? how should i approach this situation? 
          cause ik what it feels like been there done that but i’ve never gone to the hospital because of it so idk what to do. 
          how should i talk to her, should i have anything special in mind?

i’ll pretend, being with you doesn’t feel like drowning.!

everything was going better so why am i feeling this way again

bro i hate this idk whats even going on anymore school isnt going well and ive had multiple days where i just cant get to class so i lock myself in for hours at a time. my parents are just screaming at me, at each other and taking everything i need away from me. my friends dont know anything. 
          atp im glad i never downloaded airbuds cause then they’d send me to the psychiatric ward no questions asked

once i took your medication to know what its like 
          and now i have to act like i cant read your mind

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guys im alive yayy okay just doing this to update or whatever and also i just feel like a shitty friend cause i ignore everyone like girl bffr

okay im alive now i have a slight motivation to live () cause me and my friend are gonna do a half marathon! its in august and i look sm forward to it i canttt