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@melisabeths and @musicelf45 I'm not longer going to attempt to date either of you because I'm a curse on anyone I'm around I'm sorry for everything
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I push everyone away and taint all happiness I'm leaving everyone's life Maggie the one that loves me and kaitlyn the one I love this game of chess must end and as always I let you go both of you. No more pain
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I'm tired of watching people die physically or mentally
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Biggest told lie in life "you get used to it"
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But instead I watch shows that distract and talk to friends that hide more than I do. But no one will ever see past my mask. They will never see my crying face when I see every relationship fail.
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I wish I could see someone when I'm not at church I wish I could trust someone I wish I could love myself for the wretched 'kid' that I am
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The price of being me
Being so afraid to let people in
Never knowing what's going on
And always crying myself to sleep for Gods knows what
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I'm so tired of people that don't believe me doesn't matter cause soon I'll be gone @musicelf45
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@littlemissredhood13 ok look. I get it. You think you know everything but you dont. So shut up. No one asked for your opinion. If you want to say something nasty dont. You dont know Jess and I so quit acting like you do. There are enough negative things in both of our lives and you do not need to be another one. You've never been depressed. Good for you. Quit acting like the people who have been or are are less than you for some reason.
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@wyteshadow Jess I am so sorry. I was complete jerk. I never realized how much you meant to me. I never realized how much I would miss you. they say you never know what you have until its gone. Youre gone and now I know that I had that guy best friend I always wanted. I had someone who would always stick by me- no matter how much crap I gave them. I had someone who loved me unconditionally. I took it for granted and I'm sorry. I beat myself up every time I think about when I treated you badly.
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im about to write a love story if yall have any ideas or comments message me
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for all who read my books thank you