Olivia

Olivia where did you go???

'Dear Voices,
          I hate you so much. I hate how you made me do this. As I'm writing this you're all laughing and cheering. You've won. I hate you.
          -The ugly fat piece of shit you been taunting for three years Olivia'

'Dear Teeva,
          I was always jealous of you. I was jealous how you ere so kind all the time and how you never raised your voice at people. I hope you miss me. I'm sorry for putting you through this. Stay strong and try to come out of your shell more often.
          -Your depressed friend Olivia'

'Dear Class,
          You all thought that mental illnesses were jokes. You all thought that depression was a thing to laugh about. You all the that self harm was cute. What the fuck is wrong with you? Why do you laugh about these things? Why do you laugh about pedophiles, depression, self harm, suicide, mental illnesses, abuse? Is it because you're so desperate to get someone to laugh that you went to such extreme measures? Why did you push all these buttons? Why did you cross the line? Why are all so ignorant?
          -The depressed girl you'll all hate Olivia'

'Dear Anyone Who Listened,
          Thank You
          -The depressed girl Olivia'

'Dear Savanna,
          You're to young to understand at the moment. But I love you okay? I'll miss you. And when you're older I know you'll be broken and that it'll be all my fault. I'm sorry okay? I love you. Be that smily cheeky girl I always knew.
          -Your sister Olivia'

'Dear Devan,
          You used to be so nice to me you know that? And I was always scared to go and tell you to come and eat dinner. I always was scared of you. It was because you got angry like Bobby. I know you might be mad at me. I know you'll hate me for this. But please, my only wish for you is to be nice to Savanna no matter what happens watch out for her. Please
          -Your depressed sister'

'Dear Charles,
          You seem really nice. I hoped I would be closer to you.You made me laugh and cry and scream and that's only a few things on the list. I wanted to be closer to you. I wanted to hug you every time  saw you. I wanted to shower you with gifts. I wanted to give you the whole world. But they whole world is against me. I'll miss you.
          -Your friend Olivia'

'Dear Iyesha,
          You have a reason to cry. You are allowed to cry. I always laughed around you. I always smiled. You might be mad at me. I understand that. You might hate me but I don't care. Remember when you said you didn't like my socks? I had to wear them so you didn't see my scars. I hope you have a good happy life. Love you to.
          -Your friend Olivia'

'Dear Mum,
          You've never listened to me. You've never cared about me. You've never payed any attention to me. All you care about is work, Savanna, Devan, and Arron. hat about me? I clean your house, I babysit your daughter. But do you give me in return? Shit. That's what. You yell at me. You hit me. You tell me these things. You're supposed to hold me. Help me. No look what you've done. You and that fat fuck you call you're boyfriend. He looks a lot like Bobby you know? Remember Bobby? He almost killed us, almost murdered us. But you still love him. That's why you got Arron. You used him because he looks like Bobby. Here's some advice, stop being this way. I hope you rot in hell.
          -You're depressed daughter Olivia'