to dad: You have hurt me a thousand times over and over again. You lie, steal, and cheat. You have broken my heart over and over again. Yet i still love you. It hurts to see someone being possessed by a drug. Seeing the demon in their eyes. You make me feel like im worth nothing, and that i dont have a purpose. You make me cry over and over, but i dont have any tears left for you. You have done this to yourself. . .you have lost your daughter.