Being Me (Animator/Drawer/Writer) isn't easy, especially when you are having extreme anxiety and always getting pushed around and bullied by family and friends. I always look at others people's art and say "Their art is so pretty" knowing that they are good at chibis or anime characters when I-- I have mixture of both. I always loved starting an animation meme and thinking of when i'm going to do with it, but halfway through I stop and delete it loosing inspiration and confidence with myself. I always have this weight on my shoulder who is telling me to give up and not follow my dreams or stay away from other people and be a loner. I don't really like talking to people in real life too. I have been made fun of my speech, how I look like, and how short I am- when actually I am adverage height for my age. I have a little attention span and tend to stare out of space dreaming of the life of my oc's. I am an A + B grade student who occasionally gets a C in grades for school. I am a good kid and stays out of trouble. I want to change my life but I am scared and confused.. I want to have more friends in real life than being a loner, I want to express my feelings more, and to be able to do stuff, to join a club or something, to stick up for myself, to be more popular.. but I can't do it..