bee :)

heyy quick reminder that this account is v inactive, sorry to disappoint but i haven’t used it in ages and am unlikely to be using it again for a while. ly all <3

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YALL IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY THEN GO CHECK OUT @That_person_McK’s ONESHOTS, @lilyann914’s WILBUR SOOT FIC AND @Georgie_peace’s POETRY (and @Emeraldbi cos they pog as well)!!!!! THEYRE ALL SO SO SO GREAT AT WRITING AND JUST GENERALLY AMAZING PEOPLE AND THEY DESERVE LOTS OF VOTES SO GO AND READ MY CHILDREN OR IM COMING TO BAKE YOUR MOTHER INTO CARBONARA

wow, it’s so weird to see how my writing has changed in the span of about two months. compared to where it started, it’s honestly not as bad any more. the first few chapters of Astoria are absolutely *puking noises* lol so I’m sitting here alone and just redoing them. which, in all honesty, is a good thing. 

just realised how hard it’s gonna be to rewrite the dsmp war without Niki... maybe I’ll have to reintroduce her later in the Land of Dreams lol

I’ve just realised that I’ve started to base my characters in Astoria off of my close friends (mostly online friends but yeah, ask if u want to know who u are hehe) and my goal now is to hopefully as we get further in introduce more of these characteristics so all ma fwends can be ma characters too! :D

random and ik it’s the middle of the night but if u haven’t already then go check out @Lucyshadow99’s new book! it’s very very pog, would recommend a million times over!

so turns out I can’t write 
          
          I’ve been reading Astoria as a reader and DANG. IT SUCKS. honestly, I’ve read my friends’ stuff, and I know I shouldn’t, but I keep comparing myself to them. oh god. I’m so bad. honestly one day I’m just gonna start a new anonymous account where no one can find me. because honestly, at the moment I can’t stop crying over my horrible writing and how amazing everyone else is. 
          
          if you read this, oop. ignore pls  
          anyway gtg cry again how fun!

if u watch the Dream SMP, definitely go check out “The Fallout” by @Perpetual_Orion! it’s so so good, probably the best dsmp fic out there! would 10000% recommend :))

me: hmm what should I do today?
          
          brain: ooh I know why don’t you cry because you suck and your face sucks everything you do sucks and you are just generally a terrible person? :D
          
          me: oh joy here we go again...