3/25/15 is a very, very, very devastating day for Directioners. I've shed some tears today, I'm just going to be honest. It's very sad that Zayn has left, but if it is what he wants and what will help his health, I'm fine. The four of the will continue making amaZAYN (pun intended) music. It won't be the same, but I'll always love Zayn and it won't change anything. I want to update but my mind is blank right now, just filled with emotions I can't explain, wondering about what happened, and thinking about how Zayn's life will be different. I love you guys and this family is amazing, we have to just stick together. If anyone remembers, "Worst Turned Into Best" was a Niall Horan fan fiction and it was my first story I ever wrote and I started it on April 17th, two years ago. Obviously I'm sad about it, but what ever Zayn wants.