Caitlin Loudon

oh wow... it's been a while.

To Wonderland.

I just want to die right now.

as if everything in my life wasn't bad enough as it is.. 
          Today I found out just how unfaithful you are and then I get home from work just to be yelled at and hit.

everybody hates me..

honestly want to kill myself right now and there's nothing stopping me. No will miss me. There's nothing left for me here anyway.

oh wow... just found some razors I forgot I had... like that doesn't make me want to cut more or anything..

I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
          Get along with the voices inside of my head
          You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
          And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy

it's legit the worst feeling ever when you feel like something bad has happened to someone and then they don't answer your phone calls..

so... my parents are talking about getting a divorce..