xEhren
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I find myself forgetting why I fell in love with her. After spending a year of my life with her, I'm unable to explain as to what made me love her so, with such an intangible passion. I couldn't recall the feeling that made me want to spend my entire life with her. But I discovered why today. It's simply because she's her. It's those bright eyes of hers that gleam a zest for life. It's the simple smile she wears when she locks eyes with my own that warms my ever-so-broken heart. The melodic laugh of hers that can deafen the loudest of my troubles. It's the way she can see such a horrible world and still smile that baffles me. My heart fucking aches for her and I know she will never feel the same way again. I'm off to get high to forget everything. I hate everything in this world; it was her who taught me to love it. And without her, I've forgotten the feeling of love.