Kinda really going to die

Bud?

To Death, for allowing the shells of our empty selves to rest after years of pain and suffering

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Are you ok Sia?

They say Winter is cold and unforgiving.
          They say it's bitter and menacing.
          
          I say it's my wonderland.
          I say it's a way to numb my pain.
          Winter is a blessing, because I'm that much closer to dying.

Sia what's the matter?
          Is everything ok?
          I just wanted to check in on you, and I wanted to tell you that I finished my side of the trade(finally)
          <3

Place your hand over your heart.
          Can you feel it?
          That's called purpose.
          There's a reson you're alive, you have a purpose.
          
          Mine has stopped.
          It never started.
          I don't have a purpose.
          There's no need for me to be here.

Oi
          Welcome to wattpad 
          Though you've been here for 3 weeks I'd still like to welcome you haha