xEnbyx

I heavy flirted so hard? What am I doing??

xEnbyx

TW: SA, ranting, venting, idk
          
          
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          I need somewhere to put this so I'll put it here
          
          Uh, today my friend SA'd me
          
          I use the term because it's accurate, but something in me tells me it's wrong despite that
          
          Because a kiss isn't that bad, right? Even if they didn't ask and it destroyed my thoughts?
          
          Telling authority means admitting that I didn't have the courage to say I was uncomfortable long before it happened
          
          I don't know anymore

makimoom

@xEnbyx im very glad <333
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xEnbyx

@makimoom I did end up telling a friend about it and they helped me set boundaries with the person/somewhat confront them about it.
            
            Thank you ❤️❤️
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makimoom

@xEnbyx Sexual assault is valid no matter what happened. I promise you, authorities have dealt with things exactly like this, because some people are terrible. Going to someone means you aren't backing down and you're standing up for yourself, not that you have no courage. It was sudden and unexpected, of course you wouldn't know what to do, that's not your fault. 
            
            It's your choice, but i do recommend going to authorities of any kind. You could even tell someone you trust (like a teacher or a friend) and have them report it with you or for you if it's too hard to do by yourself ❤️❤️
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xEnbyx

Situation time, yay
          
          Stalking TW?? Idk how to describe this 
          
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          - Have discord connected to my yt account, it has ONE public playlist with a streamer I like's yt videos there
          
          - Add boyfriend (at the time) on discord
          
          - He goes through the connections and clicks on the yt account
          
          - He sees the videos and subscribes to the channel
          
          - Months go by, I break up with him because of mental health reasons that I convey to him
          
          - He searches up the name of the guy on twitch, now follows them there
          
          - He's in every stream now, starting to feel like I'm getting "me" time to just watch a streamer I like because he's talking to me since he knows I'm online 
          
          - He finds out the streamer has a discord server and joins that too
          
          - He joins a call with me and a fellow viewers of streams
          
          - Immediately drops the city I live in to the person (exact wording was "oh I live in ___, and [my user] lives ten minutes away from me")
          
          
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          I don't know what to do anymore
          
          I wouldn't mind him finding the guy and subscribing obvi, it's his choice to do that, and the streamer is pretty small and deserves to be checked out because they're cool (jamojiva btw)
          
          But like- 
          
          I join the streams to relax and chill in chat, not to talk with "ex", and now the city I live in has been given out?? I trust the person that he gave it to I guess, but it's only been like 12 hours of knowing them counting the times we talked in chat w/each other 
          
          
          
          Anyways, I hope you guys are having a good day ToT <3

xEnbyx

@makimoom ME TOO OMFGGGGG
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makimoom

NALITY
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makimoom

@xEnbyx I LOVE HIS PERSO
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xEnbyx

I hope you guys are doing okay<3
          
          I've seen a lot of people that aren't doing okay recently, so I wanted to check in
          
          
          I probs won't announce this though, honestly I'm feeling like a burden and I don't want to be spamming people's notifications with boring things :)