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Today's been a good day but I am exhausted TvT
          
          Anyways I'm 6,000 words in to my third ever novel, all written at the same age :)
          
          And I wrote multiple small oneshota because fuck it, I'm bored??? And I had alone time??? We be chilling
          
          
          
          And I can't stop thinking about my friend (pretty girl is still pretty, but more of a: "yeah, she's pretty" pretty than a "I cant stop thinking about her" pretty)
          
          Somehow every time I see my friend again in person (we live far away, not like every single day TvT) I remember why I dated him
          
          Anyways HAVE A GOOD NIGHT <333

Reasons to have an alt account:
          
          1. Meet people you respect that follow you and you don't want them to read what you wrote for fun
          
          2. Other things

So I was just chilling and then all of a sudden I'm hit by
          
          1. Pain in my chest that means I can't keep my binder on (it's never done that before ever)
          
          2. Fucking nausea wtf
          
          3. Don't know how to word this but I really need a hug suddenly
          
          4. The distance between me and my friend when all I want is to hear him calling me the sweet names he calls me while we watch videos we like and just stay close to each other

I watched one Corpse video and my brain decided that I need to read fanfics of him or I can't sleep wtf TnT

I guess it's editing time and stuff but there is zero motivation in my brain to actually do it TnT

Sometimes you just have to eat Oreos and watch Bluey with your dogs :)

So maybe 160mg of caffeine wasn't the best idea but here I am UvU

Okay so I might've went through the lovely process of copying and reformatting my google doc of my recent novel onto here 
          
          So if you want to read it (while it's not at all edited), it's there :)

I accidentally gave myself an epic battle scar on my hand 
          
          Might get some writing done today or share some poems (my first ever non-rhyming ones I think) that I wrote the other day

It's a little over a month until I turn a year old (insert vine boom sound :O)
          
          Considering trying to write my third novel for this year (not 2025 year, but *age number* year)
          
          If I do I'd probably finish it the day before my birthday, so that'd be cool :D