@xNattyBunnyx
I know we talk all the time, and I love that to no end, but I have to confess something that I was too much of a coward to say last night on Skype. Before you stopped me from committing suicide, before you helped me stop cutting, before I really let you through my walls, I was completely in love with you. I know I shouldn't tell you because it might ruin our friendship. I just don't want to keep it a secret anymore and I'm sorry for that. You are so talented and understanding about everything, it's like you don't care who anyone is, if they need you, you'll be there, and I'll be forever gratefull for that. You hae this magic power to melt people's hearts and you protect them. You do so much for me; always being right there, right where I need you to be, even when you're suffering. You hate it when people worry about you, but you're constantly worried about them. You're selfless, protective, and strong. And I love all of that. I love how crazy you get on sugar, every face you make, every smile, every hug... Oh, and the fact that you can't spell worth shit. That's super fucking cute. When I was in the hospital, you were the first one there, even though it wasn't visiting hours and you had to sneak in to see me. You never told anyone anything they didn't need to know, and you kept our secrets. There is no one I know that would do all of that for the people around them, than you. It's all of those things that make me completely and irrevocably in love with you.
