Hiiragi Kita

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          I am sick, probably with a cold, but my ribs and a portion of my head are hurting. 
          
          I'm also sorry about the lack of updates. Because I'm sick, my brain can't really focus enough to write. 

| Warning: Serious & Triggering Topic Ahead |
          
          I'm sure we have all seen this influx of worry about r*pe and sexual assault. About how a group of men on TikTok supposedly said that April 24th was r*pe day. I've recently come across a book that was talking about more of these sexual assault issues. And I noticed several things that really bothered me. 
           #1) Many of the people in the comments (including the author) only spoke about male r*pists. They did not bring up female r*pists, and if someone else did, many of them argued with that person. 
          What people need to realize is that r*pists don't discriminate. They can be any race, any sex, any gender, any sexuality. We should not be focusing on if they are a man, woman, gay, straight, black, or white. We should focus on WHY they did what they did. And how we can avoid it. 
           #2) Many people said that they hate men. To say that you hate an entire section of people just because of one bad thing (which again doesn't discriminate) is absolutely disgusting. If a man were to say that they hate all women because of the emotionally abusive women, people would say that he is sexist. Which is true. But the same goes to the people who hate all men just because of these bad people. 
          
          Another big thing that many people do not know about:
          The majority of male r*pists had been raped by a woman before they did what they did. 
          This is a very high indicator that we are teaching women this sh*t is okay, and in turn, so do men. 
          
          We need to teach everyone that this isn't okay and we need to be able to let everyone be open about their experiences. Enough dividing. You are not helping. 

I am sick with a cold, which means I can't return to school until I've had no symptoms for 24 hours 
          
          I am, surprisingly, not happy with this arrangement. 
          
          Anyway, my head hurts and I'm bored. How are you guys? 

Just some random snippets of Hiiragi & CO (Naruto characters). Feel free to let me know what you think: 
          
              "Kakashi, she has a serious problem!" Guy hissed. The silver haired teen glared at the boy. 
          
              "You think I don't know that?" he growled. 
          
              "We have to do something, at least," Kuranai whispered. 
          
              "Yeah, but what exactly do we do?" Asuma muttered. 
          
              "All of you, shut up!" The fifteen year old shoved his way into the middle of the group. "We all know that she has a problem. Telling each other that over and over isn't going to solve it! So get your stupid heads together and think!" Hantā snarled. The eight jonin shared glances, silence drifting between them. 
          
              "I'll go talk to her," Kakashi finally spoke, walking past them all. 
          
              "But shouldn't we do it all together?" Guy called after him. The silver haired shinobi waved a hand. 
          
              "Save your breath! Sadly, Hiiragi won't listen to any of you," he shouted back. Without missing a beat, Kakashi trotted towards the cloaked seventeen year old. She was propped against the Memorial Stone, her left leg bent while her left arm lay across it. The hood of her tan cloak covered her head, hiding her face in shadows. As he got closer, the wind suddenly blew towards him. 
          
              Bringing the scent of blood to his keen nostrils. The boy's eyes widened and his heart suddenly beat loudly. His trot turned into a sprint and he slid to a stop beside the blonde. Kakashi didn't see anything at first, his panic subsiding for a moment. Until he leaned down and pushed her head back. Blood dribbled from her mouth and a massive puddle of blood soaked the ground on her right side. 

| Modern Naruto AU One-Shot: A Shattered Heart; Second Draft Snippet |
          
              A week had passed since the fight, and Lee felt just the same. Broken and hurt. He had seen his counselor for the first time on the Friday of that week. That still didn't do anything. The boy had clammed up and kept his jaws shut the whole time. Now, he was walking into Hiiragi's class, just waiting for the day to end. 
          
              Briefly, Lee paused at her desk, where she was tapping away at her computer. She was too focused to see his mouth open, the ravenette readying himself say something. He stopped, however, watching as her fingers flew across her keyboard. 'Too busy,' he thought, sighing very heavily. He turned and walked back towards his desk, which had permanently became the one in the back corner. 
          
              Halfway to the desk, Lee came to an immediate stop. He gasped, his heart becoming very heavy inside of his chest. The boy tried to force air into his lungs, but it felt like fluid had filled them instead. Clutching his chest, Lee collapsed, heaving for breath. Hiiragi looked up from her computer the moment he had gasped, her eyes wide. 
          
              "Lee!" she shouted as she jumped up from her chair. The boy fell, hitting his head on one of the nearby desks. "Shit," the teacher hissed, sliding to a stop beside him. Hiiragi quickly checked his pulse, when the door opened. The four boys paused, eyes wide at the scenario in front of them. "Neji, call Tsunade's office and get her down here! Now!" 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/267109412

I.. absolutely do not feel good. Exhaustion is sinking my brain like I'm a fucking zombies. 
          
          I literally haven't been tired like this in a long ass time. And it's kinda worrying, because this is usually a sign that I am sick. And this morning one (yes only one, it was odd) of my tonsils was very painfully swollen. Luckily it went down, but this.. is not fun. In the slightest. 
          
          I am really not on my game today and I am not happy about it. 

| Modern Naruto AU One-Shots |
          
              The life of a man. A career full of glory and amazement. A constant shift of good versus evil. It is something wanted by those who are not a man. A life of honor is always wanted by many. Loved by all, idolized like Gods, cared for like the precious of children. 
          
              Hidden behind closed doors, it is not as glorious as they thought.
          
              Beaten, manipulated, and scorned. They ignore these problems and make claims that are as real as a manticore. 
          
              "You're a man, you'll be fine." 
          
              "Get over it kid. Women have it worse." 
          
              "If you can't help yourself, are you truly a man?" 
          
              "You'll do as I say... Or I'll call the police." 
          
              Bullied, coerced, and struggling. Ignored for their entire life, until they do something seen as good or evil. 
          
              "Now you can take me on that trip to the Bahamas!" 
          
              "This is your fault, not mine." 
          
              "Disgusting. I knew men were terrible." 
          
              Broken, defeated, and suicidal. This is the life of a man.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/267109412

    "When I look at the stars, and I see one shooting across that sky, I always wish he'll knock on my bedroom door. I always imagine I'd open that door and find that I'm in my old room, and Obito is standing there with a big smile. Rin would be waiting on the couch with Kakashi, Taiyo, Tsuki, Kean, Kage, and Kori... Minato would be holding Naruto while Kushina is making some treats... She knew how much I loved sweets, so she always made me a batch before we would leave for training or missions..." Tears rolled down her face as she stared at the early morning, yet still night, sky. 
          
              Behind her, Takara stepped closer to the scarred woman. Hiiragi could feel the heat of the ravenette, and her cheeks flushed red. Tilting her head, Takara studied the stars alongside the blonde. 
          
              "They sure are beautiful," she hummed after a moment. "I always wondered what the Kita Clan's fascination was with the stars... And now, I see, that it's deeply rooted in your love for dreams and wishes. The dark of the night sky is like a raging sea, threatening to swallow ships whole... And the stars are those ships, fighting against its anger, holding onto hope." Hiiragi nodded slowly, her shoulders relaxing. 
          
              It was quick and silent. Gagging, the blonde doubled over as the pain exploded just below her chest cavity. Blood welled in her throat as the kunai was dragged downwards, tearing her organs and skin. Pain shot through Hiiragi's nerves, paralyzing her. She crumpled to the ground, eyes wide and glassy as she stared up at Takara. The ravenette stared back with a blank look, the bloodied kunai still in her hand. 
          
              "Oops..." she whispered innocently, yet coldly. 

| Modern Naruto AU One-Shot: A Shattered Heart; First Draft Snippet |
          
              "I'll see you tomorrow, Naruto! Maybe I can teach you that move, if you're up for it?" The boy grinned at the blonde, who grinned back. Holding his arms behind his head, Naruto laughed. 
          
              "Hell yeah, Lee! You bet I'll be here!" Both of them were dusty and bruised, the two boys having been training for an hour. "Alright, I better get going, before Mom and Dad start to worry. See ya later, Lee!" Naruto took off from the school training grounds, the ravenette waving after him. 
          
              "Goodbye, Naruto! Until next time!" He watched as the younger teen disappeared, before turning to his stuff. Gathering his bag and school supplies, Lee hurried off campus. The summer sun was slowly setting, bathing him in warm light. He grinned at the beautiful hues of purple and pink. As he passed by a flower shop, Lee paused, pursing his lips. 
          
              'I should get Tenten some flowers,' he thought. Grinning, he hurried inside the shop. A few minutes later, he walked back out, a bouquet of flowers in his hands. "Goodbye, Miss Aoki! Thank you again for the flowers," he called to the shop keep. She waved him away and he hurried home. 
          
              He hurried up the stairs that led to the top floor of the apartment. Giggling happily, he pushed open the door and stepped inside. It was almost eerily silent. Except for the sound of a tossing bed. Eyebrows furrowed, Rock Lee stepped farther into the house. "Tenten?" he called, peeking into the kitchen. 
          
              No one. Frowning, Lee walked down the hall and stood in front of their bedroom door. It was closed and, behind it, he could hear something. His heart twisted and turned in his chest, butterflies of anxiety flying through him. Shakily, he reached out and twisted the knob. Shoving the door open, the anxiety popped like a bubble. It turned to pure pain as he gazed at Tenten's naked body, laying with a naked Kiba.