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Is this account still active ? 

"This is life (wow!)"

OKAY SO GET THIS-
          
          I WAS JUST AT A MONGOLIAN NOODLE PLACE AND AT THIS RESTAURANT YOU CAN WATCH THE CHEFS COOK THE FOOD AND
          
          ONE OF THE CHEFS LOOKED LIKE LAURENS FROM HAMILTON
          
          (He was so hot omg I- and that's coming from someone who never usually simps for men)

I am literally so nervous.. 
          
          Asking my mom to buy me a binder (I would just buy it myself but I have the money in cash and am still a minor so I don't have my own card unfortunately)
          
          If she asks about it I'll just say it's for cosplay and stuff... but yeah I'm just feeling really anxious I guess..

I just want to jump in a river

I'm bouta put the leat fingies on them rn

So yesterday I finally got my driving permit asjajhahsjsa
          
          I'm nervous to actually start driving. So if I die while practicing driving... rip

I hate it here

Have you ever just... talked to someone who's needed help and it's like you're suddenly a therapist.
          
          Like where tf is all this good advice coming from? Why weren't you there when I was sad >:/

No matter what, I just feel like my family will never accept me for who I am...